I would've posted this on May 1st, but I needed to take (a lot) of days to type what I wanted.
Normally I'm not serious on here, it's supposed to be a fun place but I needed to let some thoughts out that I feel like have surrounded me forever. Nine years ago, I was at my lowest point ever and just wanted out. Waking up everyday seeing black and white with no color anywhere. I was miserable; I hated everything and honestly everyone.
Fast forward nine years, I'm a child psychologist helping kids (and young adults) that may have the same feelings I've had at that point. It's so easy to say, but I think it's important for us to recognize what good there is around us since it's so easy to just disregard it when you're in that place.
There's been a lot of major things coming out here these past months and I think we should recognize the great things we've had on this site even if the bad seems to outweigh the good. While people tried to cause crap (even with me) I've met some amazing people here the past decade some even just this past year. (but screw game rotation fr)
I'm trying to type this without being randomly sporadic with my thoughts, but all I'm asking is that we all take care of one another. I've seen many people on here and I want this to be a fun place for us all, because I know there's better users out there than the bad ones that try to cause unnecessary crap. Just take care of one another, please <3
Edit: Also shoutout to lemonface who will answer my panic phone calls even when she's at work and busy as shit. Love you babe <3
You know what bothers me about this place? I once (recently) blogged I was feeling sk down and depressed (not for attention, if you know me you know it’s real) and I had 2-3 people spam me and not even plus my blog and no one commented on it.
At this point in everyone’s life online friends are a huge part of how we “hang out”
Not one cares.
Blahblahblahblah I hear ya and I feel ya. A lot of "we care about you when you're down" but when you are it's silent. It's extremely difficult to find people that say what they mean. You can always message me if you need anything.
I would've posted this on May 1st, but I needed to take (a lot) of days to type what I wanted.