(Photo Booth at the mall. What a great time :') )http://photos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs096.snc3/16338_103950242954012_100000171112199_113090_2024735_n.jpg
i used to think i was hot shit in the 3rd grade, i judged every1 like i do now
i overfed my fathers fish when i was 6 because he said i was useless
i once stole money from my mother
i once spray painted a golf court with the word FUCK YOU CUNTS all over
ive smoked pot, never liked it
ive stolen tequila from family members
ive stolen whiskey from family members
ive stolen clothes from family members
ive even stolen money from family members
i think im better than some ppl
i once broke a lamp after a fight with my mom
ive talked about a lot of people before
i latch on to every person on tengaged like there r.l. friends
i went to a shrink in 2-3 grade for cussing and fighting
ive called my mom things like; this is why your divorced, fuck you lonely bitch, your a pathetic excuse for a motherfucking living being, burn in hell, god bless your nasty ass, you raised a bastard, your a failure of a mother.
im spineless
there are only few occasions when i actually helped someone
there are countless times i annoyed ppl on tengaged with my messages
most of tengaged hates me, theres a reason. not because everyones so obsessed with me. im a worthless motherfucking cunt
i made my mom cry when i posted over 120 sticky notes in her bathroom about all the things i hated about her. i was only 6
ever since i was born my familys life has fallen apart
if i wasnt born my mom would of had enough money to support my sister and dad when he got his illness. because im here she didnt have enough income. i was the stick on the camels back that ruined their lives
i tore up all the photos of myself because i was angry
i wrote horrible things on my wall when i was young
i just made a pathetic list of all horrible things ive done
myself. Im sorry I cant be what everyone wanrs me to be. Im sorry Im making a AHezze type blog. I sound nasty, Im ugly, Im weird. As much as I act like Im a nice person, Im not. Ive hurt so many people in my life, I used to be the most depressed bastard on this planet. Now Im the most insecure, mean, fake bastard on this planet.
no one will read thing anyway. i dont know why i wrote it. its an urge. sorry
From a skype game, 11th out of 20.
I knew it was coming, the pawn thing is always a lie.
But Brenn got the chance to stay, she can win! I wish all my friends there luck! I forgive Willy for evicting me too.
I dont know how or why, but thats up to him.
From a skype game, 11th out of 20. 
