I thought the hospital would be the worst stage and it would be relaxing byt no its uncomfortable as hell, my penis looks like a mutant honestly, I dont even know where everything is. When I go to pee, I dont even look and hope Im on target, I dont wanna look at my mutant penis.
Also, earlier when I peed blood literally burst out at the end of my pee, and I was so scared, my mum says in a few days I will be healed enough to be able to wipe the blood.
I have loose trousers and still they touch my penis which is, not really good.
Im in such pain and misery idek if I can continue my group game. Babeeeidah
UPDATE: I had it because a specialist recommended it (forced it) because of medical reasons.
