hav you ever woken up and everything goes wrong. here latly thts how my life has been. everything is going wrong. it starts with the begining of school. very advance classes and very hard. i am very unorginized so obvisoly it is a problem. but the begingin went fine me and tis girl were getting close but i had a girl and she had a guy but we were together alot. she was dating one of my best friends so whn they fought i had to play both sides. i loved them both and they wee fighting all the time. so i went to confront thm but they had broken up tht night. so i didnthav 2she was crushed and obvisloy i was there for her. u hav noidea how in love i felt. but everytime i felt like i could ask her i couldnt. and whn i had it she got with this guy tht wasnt good enough for her. she was way too good for him. but thn track starts i was so excited. but tht is stressing me, i got saved and thts hard to live a christan life. since thn my parents hav gotten stricter and i get in more trouble. track is starting to interfer with chruch. i wanna quit but i cant because of my dad. i love him and want to make him happy and i like it but god is first so tht is stressful. im battling so many demons. recently me and gina got into it so tht made it worse and now me and merrisa everythin is so bad. life is hard right now ppl do hav worse lives i kno mine isnt tht bad but it feels like it alot.
if i can talk to anyof u about this plz alow me 2.
text me or somthing
jake_hotman@hotmail.com
jake_hotman@yahoo.com
thenumber45@gmail.com
575 415 8347
ask for jake
later
ok well since my debate season is over and i took first in state with ease i want to know if there is anyone out there who thinks they are a challagnge for me. If you are intrested mail me on here. or hit me up on Gmail. thenumber45@gmail.com so if u think u hav wat it takes bring it on and i still dont know wat the proze will be but ther will b 1 if u an beat me. so the email should tell me who u are, why u think ur a challange, and alittle about urself. so whn i select i will post it on here and let u kno the topi and date. even if ur not selected you will be able to listen in on the debate. so ya i hope to here from u soon.
-The Number 45
i kno not alot of ppl will read this but i want to say it...
Life hits you hard. when you get to a certian age you hit the ground running. so manythings are going around inside your head somtimes you dont kno wat to do. Drugs sex money ect. they are all in your life. high school is the worst, in high school there are alot of girls and guys wanting to get you attention alot just want sex but rarely you will find the one who doesnt the one who is serious about life and wants a connection. you are also so worried about grades some people will not care they dont wanna go to collage so they dont care some people are so into school cause they want to go to collage that they miss out on alot. both are wrong just live your life care about your grave but dont go crazy.Love. Love does exist btu only in a select few you may think u love everybody u see but its not like tht you will only find love in those who also seek it. Money i understand tht you need it in todays society but dont make it your life. money helps now but not later. Relgion is the key. God is the way the truth and the life. think about it this way if you live a christian life its win win if your right you go to heaven if your wrong at least u lived a good life. if you guys hav questions about the way of life text me at 575 415 8359.
Drugs.DRUGS ARE BAD DONT DO THM! the moral is be good life is too short to b sad or mad or confused go with the flow as long as it doesnt effect u. god makes things happen for a reason but dont blame him for watch wat you say those ppl tht say god doesnt love me or bless me with anything because he hates me. thoses ppl are right because they said tht god will not bless thm. watch wat you say and do. if you want to b a christian or even just want to pray with me idc wat it is text me at 575 415 8359. good bye everybody.
god bless u all
THENUMBER45
hey guys its been a while since ihav been online
so many things hav changed so if u guys would help me out a little tell me wat som of thee new things mean
hey people do u kno the "THE NUMBER 45" he is amazing he has won 32 awards from the presidents and is the greatest highjumper in the world
he has traveled the world many times u guys must kno him if u do or even if u dont plz blog about him telling the whol world about him tell everyone u kno this guy needs to b known
blog plz and tell all
