It's really hard to feel this kind of pain. No one broke my heart at the moment, I mean 'HUMAN'. I expected to pass the test that I took last 2 months, but I didn't. It really hurts like hell. All I wanted was to study and train there but God didn't grant my wish. I did my best just to pass that test, I read the questions like 3x but my best wasn't good enough. I did cry just to take that exam but at the end I had nothing. I'm such a mess. My life is nothing!!! I'm f*cked up. :((( 
http://www.tengaged.com/group/4285/poll/the-winner-63174 
Usually when people say they're doing something, for the good of others it usually means they're doing it for themselves. 
I love you since the day I've laid my eyes on you. I didnt admit it at first 'cause I was so shy. (Yeah. I am shy! Isn't it obvious? :p) And I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until yesterday (is that really yesterday?) Whatever! ( I forgot to post this earlier 'cause I was playing a game. Hope I win. Lol) and to continue my message. I was always thinking ahead and making decisions out of fear 'cause you're too scary to look at but eventhough you looked scary to me, I still love you. If you have the intention to leave me, I will kill you. =D 
Assuming someone's name is EASY but assuming control of your life, that's HARD. 
I was so amazed on how I survived 5 straight nominations! I must have gotten this lucky charm earlier that was pretty invisible but unfortunately someone stole it from me. (I bet this person has a power that can see invisible stuffs) That's why I lost. Well, screw this thief! *angry* I thought I was going to reach Finals, but as what I said. My luck runs out, I was on 8th place AGAIN. And I was thinking. What's with the number '8'? (Oh, jeez. Enough of that) Will you please steal my lucky charm after the game? Will you? Thanks!