I feel insecure about being gay. I am to the point of just hating myself for it. This bothers me because my friends know me as a proud gay. Though most of my friend's are straight guys and gals, and they don't understand why I feel this way.What's the point of being proud when I have no family support (some support from my dad),and they think gays are disgusting. I just hate myself. Though there has been one person who has helped me: Lady Gaga. I have been a disciple of Lady Gaga ( my idol) forever, and everyday I listen to all of her songs to keep me positive. Seeing her in concert past February was a life changer. I learned to drop my insecurities at that concert. Though it's hard when my whole family openly use homophobic slurs. Saying words like dirty homos and such makes me feel worse. I'd move out, but then I'd have no family. Everyday my self-confidence is blown to pieces, and the closer I get to doing something irrational. I have been emotionally strong for awhile, but as this gets worse, I feel as though I'm suffocating.
Any advice/words of encouragement are welcome. Thank you.
Btw this is me: http://www.tengaged.com/user/Sirgaga
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shutup no 1 here is a certified fucking guidance counselor go cry u little cry baby bitch
aww welcome back Sirgaga :)
nice to see you here again :)
and for advice or words: I say, "Don't care what other people think of you. Do what you feel is right because it's your life and no one else. Just be who you're meant to be and don't let anyone make you change because you're a great person :) Oh and about your family they need to learn some respect!!"
