You have no idea what this is doing to me, like I'm literally afraid of coming online now because of these threats and messages. I come online to xat to escape, to feel more free from my fucking stressful irl life and you're making this place more stressful than I need it to be. I just want to be around my friends and everything and you're making everyone uneasy and uncomfortable and just stressed and sad. This is making me seriously contemplate killing myself which makes me sad to say but I literally don't even think i can handle this anymore LMAO. Like I legit sent this text to my friend yesterday but I couldn't go into details because they don't know about xat https://bit.ly/2I2b4Lj so that's an idea of what this is doing to me, AND STARY. I can't even imagine how scared Stary is, knowing how fragile he can be with this stuff and you're intentionally trying to hurt him. It fucking sucks so I really just wish you'd stop without us having to give you something in return? It feels like xat is back to 2013 and that's not a place I want to be in, so I'm either quitting perm or just gonna kill myself lmao
