i wanna suck your dick and while you sit there mezmerized by my hourglass body and warm lips i take a knife and plunge it into your stomach as i string your intestines and wrap it around my neck as i pick up your body and chuck it off a cliff causing me to fall with you because i have become surgically attached to you ans as your lifeless body hits the ground my skull smashes into a rock and i bleed out and eventually die as i scream and die from the pain ultimately not just regretting this situation regretting my entire life that i lived in misery and anger thinking about how i was so desperate for love that i came down the path of kidnapping men and eventually murdering them for the thrill of it pushing me into the lowest mental point of drugs and alcohol wondering why my own family left me to move to Australia because the burden of a mentally unstable daughter weighed down on them so much when she was so mentally broken because what she lacked in life was the compassion of a man who cared about her. and then i see myself being born...being a child...being hurt alone...is all led to me now. Dying on the floor of this empty abyss. Where nobody will ever find me or you...as your soul is transported to heaven and mine is transported to hell. To burn...and suffocate in satans flame
