"OK, I know you don't know, and you didn't see it because his back was to you and he's too big of a f****** slob to see around. I WAS violated, humiliated, dehumanized and totally spent, Jeff! It wasn't sorta, Jeff! Cause your, his back was to you, Jeff. That's all I' saying, and I'm f****** spent, and I'm done with this f****** game. There is no way that I can continue with my f****** emotions pushing the ground that much."