On 13 April 1895
Hoy has rained all afternoon and MOM has not left me to go out and play, but I've just gone out. And now I've fallen ill. The belly and head hurts me. Dad brought a woman to be my nurse. It is a young woman. MOM does not want to stay here with me and that I care. She says that she is a witch. So he asked the servant to bring her bed here next to mine.
On 17 April 1895
Mama seems that it has also fallen sick. Now she must take care to the two. MOM is wrong. You have a fever and talks about things that I do not understand that they mean. It scares me that it is so...
Night of April 17, 1895Fui looking for a glass of water to breast and unintentionally espié for her bedroom. I was with dad. And he kissed her and they did things... I was running but I think that she just saw me...
On 20 April 1895
Ella brought MOM a rare thing to eat. MOM didn't want to and she forced her. She opened her mouth and put him that made him swallow everything. Then gave him milk... poor breast... is becoming increasingly worse, and I improve nothing, but already it does not hurts the head. Not I told him nothing of what I saw again, or would be worse. She believed that I was asleep and not made me or gave me nothing. Dad comes and greets us from time to time. Mama is almost the whole day unconscious and at night when this rope tells me not to eat what she gives me...
On May 1 of 1895
Mamita has gone to heaven. That told me dad. But I was that MOM did not want to go. It has forced him. It is bad. He didn't want to go with them to the cemetery because it says that I am very naughty and I disobey. (I'd like that MOM was here so I would explain that it is naughty). Pope no longer want me to. Long time not comes and speaks to me as before... Now he wants to...May 6 from 1895Tengo fear. She wanted me sending off. Does this with dad. You want to go to a boarding school and dad won't. She looked as if she wanted to disappear... I'm you afraid. Yesterday I removed to Tito and has not returned. I have begged him but he told me that I am a big boy already to have bears. I don't care! MOM has never removed me to Tito. I told him and he gave me a slap. It is bad...
I may 24, 1895
Me feel bad... I think that he has put things rare to my food when I was asleep. Tonight I'm going to do the sleeping and I'm going to spy on...
Night on May 24
Of that 1895Ha that I want to, and that estorbo you. He wants me to go to heaven with my MOM so she can stay with my dad... It is bad... Mommy... I will be watching? From the sky should be many things... Mommy... If you see me let me know that me doing... Although... no, don't tell me anything... papa because I want to more and I want to be with you.
May 31, 1895
Papa came to see me and has scared. He said that I look like a ghost... but I was is because of her. She does not want to write more and searched this daily everywhere. But only I is where is. I just had to change his hideout. It is now under the loose piece of pottery that is under my bed... I hope that it can not find it.
On 12 June 1895
Me I will find with Mommy. I'm happy, sad because I have to leave dad and angry because she is bad... She killed MOM and me is killing me... Now you will be happy... What she doesn't know is that her hope an angel MOM and my also awaits me one... Her time is short... And your angel is one black... and is going to take to another place... as I know it? He has told me so. I saw it in a dream. He told me that today I will be with my mom and that she will be in another place. One dark and gloomy... Here comes my angel... Goodbye Daddy... love you despite everything... Goodbye My Daddy...
