So, after being really busy, and dying in three castings in a row, something amazing happened! My DESIRE to get into another casting and NOT die...and then sadly dying anyway, allowed me not to go into rookies and survivor. This made me not waste money. And that made me not want to spend money on new bets....and lastly, that let all my money pile up. And PLOP. I can afford red. So now I have red. I haven't succeeded otherwise in Tengaged life as of late, but that, is an accomplishment at a time well needed.
