It really does hurt being called manipulative constantly by someone you’re absolutely not manipulating. I’m so sick of my intentions being constantly doubted and I’m so sick of the fucking past haunting me. Wanting the person you’d do anything for and be there for through anything to show basic human CONCERN and CARE for you when you’re clearly struggling horribly and suicidal is NOT manipulation and it fucking sucks being told that’s what i’m doing when i’m genuinely not and just want to be cared about the way i care.
