I went into this game.
Not really expecting much from myself.
But then the weeks rolled by, and I start to question myself.
Why?
I never said what I needed to say.
I never played the game I need to play.
And if somebody was in my way......I did nothing.
What?
What did you expect from me?
What?
Were you expecting some blood to be spilled?
I don't want a life of drama.
I don't want a life full of hate, or anger.
So then, why?
Why, was I given this?
Why?
Why, not give it to somebody else who deserved so much better.
Why was I given this chance?
Why am I trapped in this hell?
Is it truly hell?
Or is it just my eyes tricking me?
But still, why?
I'm just that barely in the background kind of guy.
Never really wanted much, just a life with nothing special.
So, why do I have to carry responsibility?
Was this the destiny I shaped?
Or was it just dumb old fate?
Why.
Why must I carry those expectations?
I could just leave them all on the ground...
But then?
What would keep me going?
If it was not for them.
I'd be that lonely boy.
I never really wanted fame.
But now I carry the expectations of many.
Just singing through the many words typed.
Just going along with the melody played out for me.
And now...
I know.
History may have its eyes on me.
There's no way for me to turn back now.
They wanted me to achieve.
So I want to achieve.
For them.
Because I never deserved anything.
Just singing, random words coming out of a heart.
I have to keep going.
Keep going.
But, what will happen to me?
After this is all over?
Forgotten, through time.
I become another forgotten piece of history.
Out of the billions, and trillions out there.
All the stars of dreams I stole from the night sky.
How I could give them all back?
How to reignite that fire.
How to bring back that dream for them.
I wanna do great things.
I wanna help the world in ways I never could.
"So why try?" they said.
It doesn't really matter why.
I'll just keep pushing myself, for that dream each night.
And so, I try.
I try.
Not knowing the future.
Or much of the past.
I went into this game.
Not really expecting much from myself.
But then the weeks rolled by, and I start to question myself.
Why?
I never said what I needed to say.
I never played the game I need to play.
And if somebody was in my way......I did nothing.
What?
What did you expect from me?
What?
Were you expecting some blood to be spilled?
I don't want a life of drama.
I don't want a life full of hate, or anger.
So then, why?
Why, was I given this?
Why?
Why, not give it to somebody else who deserved so much better.
Why was I given this chance?
Why am I trapped in this hell?
Is it truly hell?
Or is it just my eyes tricking me?
But still, why?
I'm just that barely in the background kind of guy.
Never really wanted much, just a life with nothing special.
So, why do I have to carry responsibility?
Was this the destiny I shaped?
Or was it just dumb old fate?
Why.
Why must I carry those expectations?
I could just leave them all on the ground...
But then?
What would keep me going?
If it was not for them.
I'd be that lonely boy.
I never really wanted fame.
But now I carry the expectations of many.
Just singing through the many words typed.
Just going along with the melody played out for me.
And now...
I know.
History may have its eyes on me.
There's no way for me to turn back now.
They wanted me to achieve.
So I want to achieve.
For them.
Because I never deserved anything.
Just singing, random words coming out of a heart.
I have to keep going.
Keep going.
But, what will happen to me?
After this is all over?
Forgotten, through time.
I become another forgotten piece of history.
Out of the billions, and trillions out there.
All the stars of dreams I stole from the night sky.
How I could give them all back?
How to reignite that fire.
How to bring back that dream for them.
I wanna do great things.
I wanna help the world in ways I never could.
"So why try?" they said.
It doesn't really matter why.
I'll just keep pushing myself, for that dream each night.
And so, I try.
I try.
Not knowing the future.
Or much of the past.
I went into this game.
Not really expecting much from myself.
But then the weeks rolled by, and I start to question myself.
Why?
I never said what I needed to say.
I never played the game I need to play.
And if somebody was in my way......I did nothing.
What?
What did you expect from me?
What?
Were you expecting some blood to be spilled?
I don't want a life of drama.
I don't want a life full of hate, or anger.
So then, why?
Why, was I given this?
Why?
Why, not give it to somebody else who deserved so much better.
Why was I given this chance?
Why am I trapped in this hell?
Is it truly hell?
Or is it just my eyes tricking me?
But still, why?
I'm just that barely in the background kind of guy.
Never really wanted much, just a life with nothing special.
So, why do I have to carry responsibility?
Was this the destiny I shaped?
Or was it just dumb old fate?
Why.
Why must I carry those expectations?
I could just leave them all on the ground...
But then?
What would keep me going?
If it was not for them.
I'd be that lonely boy.
I never really wanted fame.
But now I carry the expectations of many.
Just singing through the many words typed.
Just going along with the melody played out for me.
And now...
I know.
History may have its eyes on me.
There's no way for me to turn back now.
They wanted me to achieve.
So I want to achieve.
For them.
Because I never deserved anything.
Just singing, random words coming out of a heart.
I have to keep going.
Keep going.
But, what will happen to me?
After this is all over?
Forgotten, through time.
I become another forgotten piece of history.
Out of the billions, and trillions out there.
All the stars of dreams I stole from the night sky.
How I could give them all back?
How to reignite that fire.
How to bring back that dream for them.
I wanna do great things.
I wanna help the world in ways I never could.
"So why try?" they said.
It doesn't really matter why.
I'll just keep pushing myself, for that dream each night.
And so, I try.
I try.
Not knowing the future.
Or much of the past.
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