i wont be on here for a really really long time as a family member has passed away.
i cannot play a game knowing this is on my mind.
see you whenever i decide to come back!!
The next day , the doctor let my parents know that taking the pills i had , could damage the lungs or something and cause a disease which could be fatal and kill me.
a week later and the doctor said he was going to let me go home as i had a quick recovery , but he will have an eye on me , incase i bang my self or something that easy .
i wanted friends to come over to know that i was alright and that i will be fine , but i think i jinxed myself because . the night after that?
i was rushed back into hospital because i could breath properly , which may of been a panic attack. but it came out of nowhere.
i actually had to get 1 of my kidneys removed because i had a disease in that area. but i cannot remember what its called as its a weird and funny name.
i was diagnosed with Asmara.
i was in a wheel chair for like 2 months , until i was steady on my feet again.
the bullies came to apologise to me but i felt like it wasn't worth forgiving them . to know what they had put me through was horrendous so to forgive them was like letting them been rich.
people was behind me all the time now and three years later....
if you would like the last and final part of this true story then plus and PYN Amen
I always knew that there was something different from me.
i was so different the other boys in the playground.
At school i was really bullied a lot for the way i acted or the way i spoke , and it still happens on this day today.
I finally new that i had to put a stop to all this hate and stand up to the people that was bullying me.
One day i came home from school and sat down with my parents and told them i was GAY!
my parents was so supportive and i was so happy that they loved me for who i am an realised its me, THEIR son.
I told all my friends ( all girls ) that i was gay and they loved it but one day , the boys heard it and after school threw me down a ditch and chucked stones plus bottles of water on me.
I ran home to my parents and cried and cried and then at midnight when everyone was asleep , i went down stairs and grabbed some pills from the side.
I tried to killl my self because i couldnt deal with the way people reacted with my sexuality.
the next morning, my parents tried to wake me up before school and realised something was wrong.
I stopped breathing and was rushed into the hospital.
the school and friends and family was told bout the news about me trying to kill myself.
the bullies was gutted and ashamed. Family heartbroken. Friends wanting to see me.
people was wondering why i did this?
what lead to this?
did i survive is the question?
if you would like to hear Part 2 to this true story .
then Plus and PYN Amen:*
I have 5000 ts as i brought it wth my pocket money.
so i thought , why not have a gift giveaway .
I will gift you 1 item from the shops and bid for you.
so all you have to do is this.
Comment a word that describes me , if i like your word the most. YOU WIN.
people keep putting blogs on about tonight like please... 3 is maybe alright but not 10.
make a group game for this season of some thing , its annoying. LOL
