Yea I know how you feel. I guess I can say I battled through it my entire life. Ever since I hit double digits my life went WAY down hill, and all started with cancer and sickness. Sometimes I wish I could change the things about my life. It's hard and some days I can be a happy child with no worries, or have stressful ways I wanna get out of.
If you have any problems like I do, leave a comment below and we will go through it together.
Hopefully things will get better in the future :/