Well, I'm back, again! Kinda.
This blog is mainly to just be supportive, I'm going to jump right into it. I have changed a lot over these last few months, this game NEVER meant as much to me as it does for some of you people. But another online game did so I know why it's been so hard for most of you to let go.
What I'm trying to get at is, change may be scary at first but in the end it's worth every emotion you felt. Lately, I've been wanting to get closure from a certain person in my past and I've been thinking about a lot of secrets I've wanted to just tell someone to get them off of my chest because it's a lot to hold in. But with closure the thing about that is, it's good and bad. It opens up a lot of old wounds but also heals some. It's a lose win type of thing. And with holding in secrets, it's kind of a security, it makes me feel like there's something in my life that still belongs to me, something I can control; something I don't have to share with anyone else. My heart hurts for the people in this world that cannot be themselves just because they're too scared of what other people will think, the people who are afraid to tell people what's really on their mind because they don't want them to leave, the people who have a lot of anger built up inside because of whatever happened to them in the past. Trust me, anything you've gone through; I have too. I would just like to say you're not alone even if it seems like you are most times. Love yourself, don't settle for anything less than what you deserve, and never try to fit in. Don't be afraid to do the things you've always wanted, don't let anyone tell you you'll never accomplish anything. If you're determined enough, do something about it. I've been afraid to love again just for the fact that I didn't want to lose the strong person I've become. Not just falling in love, but loving people in general. I'm still working on that part, it's getting better. I just don't want to see anyone turn out to be like me, scared of something millions of people are waiting to find. I'm all about helping people, but most times I can't even help myself. I don't open up much so it's even surprising to me that I'm saying this stuff now. So yes, it's just something to think about. - Forgiving people doesn't mean you have to let them hurt you again. Forgive and move on. Don't say too little, and don't say too much, but say what you feel is enough in order for you to let go of whatever is holding you back. The past isn't today, the past isn't tomorrow. It's yesterday and everything before that, so really, it just doesn't matter anymore.
Sunshine is voting for David because he has a kfc shirt on. LMAO
[Inside Joke) but that's one more vote for him I guess.
I want to vote for Charming because he had the balls to nom himself.
Andy I don't really know much about you . .
So people help me out. [:
Seriously,
I'm getting irritated with you.
Most of you go around acting like you're better than the rest of us, and the thing that upsets me the most is; you have a higher advantage of not being evicted in castings. You think if people don't kiss your ass then there's no point in you even trying to talk to them. I know not everyone is like this, but most of you are. I'm not that kind of person, I won't change who I am just to please you; so if you don't like me for that, then fuck you. <3 Even though this is the interwebz, you need to come back down to reality; or maybe I do. I understand that people are like that, people are going to make themselves seem like they're some High Almighty Somebody; but I'm here to tell you that you're not. Sooo, get your head out of your ass coz you're just like the rest of us.
Can someone explain to me how this works?
The new one . .
What's the apple for,
the stupid check mark. && the key?
&& how can you see other people's scores?
I don't want to,
but I think that's just a tad bit ridiculous.
Well, I'm back, again! Kinda.
Seriously,