Birks: I respect how you got here having read about it, why should I give you my vote when you didnt even ever do me the respect of answering messages. For a game where eliminated contestants come back to dictate your win, how do you justify treating people like that?
Hey Will, thanks for the question. And yes, I feel very poorly about having done that. I didn't think you would be on the jury, but that is definitely not the reason I didn't talk to you. And it's entirely my fault. I did have my reasons, but I wish I could have responded to you in a way that would progress my game.
So here's the context. I'm usually very busy. I wake up at 6 in the morning, get back from school at 5 pm. Then I have a ton of homework and tutoring to get through, so I usually don't have much time to spare. However, this was only the first bit. When I had realized we swapped, I had planned on talking to all 3 of you, Savannah and Malachi, but I couldnt at the time due to my busy schedule. So I had planned to wait until later the next day.
What happened was, as soon as I came online, Jake tells me all 3 of you are voting for me. And I'm panicked. I would have LOVED to talk to the 3 of you to get the target off of my back, but more importantly connect with all of you so I could get to know you guys. But the circumstances prohibited me from doing that. If I had tried to change the vote, I would have to throw an ally under the bus and they would have completely flipped on me. Also, Jake is a very meticulous player. He likes to set plans in motion and have everyone follow through with them. If I had talked to you guys, it would have completely set him off and it was crucial to keep him on board because his plan would be saving me.
And I definitely didn't plan on never speaking to you guys, far from that. I wanted to reconnect and work with you guys after the vote, and it's unfortunate because you didn't stay. When you left, I connected with Malachi on New Purush and we worked together. I talked to Savannah once we merged and I'm the one who ended up leading the charge to save Savannah 2 votes later. And both of them had voted for me on Bhakti. I definitely didn't ignore anyone else when they were eliminated, I even reached out to Matt, who is my nemesis. And it's unfortunate that I couldn't do that with you. Had you stayed, I would have definitely loved to work with you but under the circumstances, I couldn't without jeopardizing my game.
I hope you can respect my game, because I do think I played the best out of the Final 3 and my game really stepped up once we merged.
LASTLY a question for ALL OF YOU: What is something you did better then the other 2 finalists? And what is something they each did better then you?
This is a fascinating question because I do think I played the best game in various aspects. And no disrespect to Josh or Hufus, because I like and respect them both. I think what was interesting about my game is that I never had to rely on any specific outcome for me to advance. I could have voted incorrectly, voted for a big player, voted for myself and I would still be progressing well in the game. After you, Savannah and Malachi voted for me, I made it through the rest of the game without ever receiving a vote against me.
I guess my answer is positioning. I always had options to fall back on, because I put in work in my social game to make things happen. When I wasnt able to save Savannah and TJ by leading blindside plans due to idols, the majority STILL trusted me because of the bonds I made and I continued being a double agent. Josh & Hufus always had to rely on a specific person leaving the game (which was never actively a move of their own) or a specific quit.
The last 2 quits prohibited me from getting into my ideal Final 3, but no matter how many quits, how many advantages or immunity necklaces, I was always making Final 3 because of my social game and strategic game. I never found an advantage in this game and every quit in this game was an ally of mine and yet I still made it here through the pure ability to survive. I don't think the same can be said for Hufus and Josh.
As to what Hufus and Josh did better than me would be I guess having a connection with each other. I underestimated how close they were in the Savannah vote, in which Hufus flipped to keep Josh. I was focused on building relationships with the jurors more than the people I was probably going to the end with, while I think they did the opposite which really worked out for them.
Thanks for the Questions Will, and If you ever want to play a group game with someone, hit me up!! Id love to get to know you more.