This is me being completely honest and not me trying to talk myself out of going home this week. I'm sorry to Eli, Colin, Ashley, Chad, and anyone else who is angry at me for the way I've played this game so far. I was rude to you, Eli, and I was just being overconfident in the moment. Colin I'm sorry I backstabbed you in the fasting and I swear it wasn't my intention for you to go home. Ashley, I'm sorry I called you what I did. Chad, I didn't do anything to you directly but I'm sorry for targeting your friends. It was unprofessional of me to quit like I did and I apologize. I want the rest of the experience to be fun for everyone and not filled with hate.