I went to the first Gang Show rehearsal of the year and you know what....I think this year's gonna be great! Our 4th year with this director and my third year in the show, I think we're gonna sell out!
I actually wanna do a solo or 2 this year. My first year...I was nervous, nobody knew me and I didn't want to solo, last year, I actually got offered a solo, but I refused as I know my voice wasn't up to the song, even if I did know all the words and people still had to read their script.
This year, There's at least 3 solos i'm actually gonna try out for and am excited =]
Have invited 6 celebrity friends whom I met when I did work at the Panto in december too, so it's gonna be amazing ♥
as some of you know, she has fibroadenomas (look it up) and bad blood circulation and is a recovering annorexic from a broken home (her dad left when she was 12)...she has alot of crap to go through in her life and it's not easy for her. She said her feelings changed at the start of december...she doesn't feel as much for me anymore. She has liked a few guys for 4 years and you can see why she's messed up enough to have to keep them close as friends.
I met her at college and recently...i've wanted to leave, but have only stayed cause that's the only place I see her....now I dunno what to do =\
Also, she want's to stay friends and see me etc, but my feelings are gonna be just as strong as they are now =\
You know...I just forgot to do my challenge on one of the days...=\ better be more careful, hopefully I won't go out...but am doing well in my other game =]
