Well last Wednesday i found out that my baby isn't going to make it. His skull didn't develop right; its like 1 in 10,000 chance for this to happen and it just so happened to me and my husband. My baby has a 0% chance of living at all. And to make matters worse we go to the doctors yesterday to see if his lil heart is still beating (which it is) his heart has a hole in it also has fluids in his lungs and if that's not enough he would of had some disability if he didn't have any of the other stuff. So my husband is in the army and they have exceptional health care but you see we cant get it terminated; why cuz he still has a heart beat. We would either half to pay for it, fight for it, or just wait for it it to pass on its own in which the baby could go to full term and i would half to give birth. Now mind you it has no chance of living its brain is just sluffing off in to my womb so when it is to be born it will have no brain and will die almost immediately if not in my birth canal. So the choice my husband and I made is to wait till it just passes. I personally don't want the mentality of fighting to kill my first child. So thank you to all who read this and I hope to god that no one will ever half to go through this like I have.Bye for now 
