To all of you who read the blogs by luckyluv and gossipguy...
I dont care anymore what anyone thinks of me. I am not here to explain myself to any of you. I am here to state a few simple facts about what i have seen in the past few days.
Firstly, don't trust anyone on the internet 100%. No matter what you think of them, no matter if you regarded them as your best friend in the short amount of time you've spent on a website, no matter if you've made promises to them you wouldn't have broken no matter what...
A back story to my situation. I played a castings game with luckyluv, lorenaposteraro and nelson1987911. These four were some of the best friends i have ever met on the internet. I am 21, and dont take friends lightly. I lied for these friends, and i would have done anything i could to ensure we stuck together. They all came 2nd, 3rd, 4th in that castings game. I came 5th. I didn't care at all about the positions, i had found true friends from what i thought. We all decided to go into another game together straight afterwards.
I am one of the sneakiest people i think i know. I am willing to do anything for those i care for - TRULY care for. In this new game, i aligned myself with as many people as i could just to improve the odds of us 4 getting to the end. I lied to everyone. I didnt care and honestly, if i could do it all again i probably wouldnt change that. My biggest mistake was this though...
I received some messages from a great person known as Gossipguy. These messages were him telling me about his sexuality and that he believed i was in a great alliance with him. We both follow the same football team and both live in Australia. Truly though, i wasn't with him, i was with Luckyluv and my original alliance. I sent luckyluv these messages. His reply was, quote:
from luckyluv 2 days 23 hours ago
he has to go... intersting little conversation.. Keep him for the vote.
I did not edit that at all. If anyone wants screenshots, i'm more than happy to take them and email them to anyone. In the most extreme cases, im not shy to even give people my password to my account.
Lucky was the only one i sent these messages too. It was just from gossipguy though, i sent him everything from everyone..
This was lucky's next message to me:
from luckyluv 2 days 22 hours ago
do you like gay people? :)
my answer:
by me to luckyluv 2 days 21 hours ago
hahaha im gonna skip past that question... dont want to sound like a dick but i can get a bit homophobic at times.
hey dude whats up with this glee survivor thing i joined? i noticed you were in it too... (the people in my other castings got me to join).
what do we have to do?
like i said, i will show screenshots and hand my password out to anyone who has doubts. Just because i said im also a little homophobic has also never stopped me from having gay friends. I will touch on that later though.
The next day, after the vote didnt go the way lucky wanted it to, he got upset. He was after Charlotte because he thought she had 3 keys. I was actually after Charlotte earlier, but he didnt want to listen, voted his own way... but thats besides the point. I brought that up to him though and suddenly, he got annoyed, bringing up the fact that i shouldn't tell people im homophobic on the internet. It was out of nowhere, a day after i had said that to him.
Before i knew it, he went off and told gossipguy something which i still dont know what it was. It must have been something about me hating him for being gay, which i still to this day dont. I dont hate gossipguy at all and have spoken to him since. I hope he finally does understand the truth, that i never hated him and that yes, i was sneaky and untrustworthy to him, but it was nothing about his sexuality, it was only because i trusted luckyluv. Gossipguy wouldnt talk to me at the time though anymore, which is understandable.
Luckyluv proceeded on to tell everyone everything i had said about them in my messages to him. Everytime i countered, he replied that i had edited my posts and was blatantly lying to everyone telling them i am a gay hater. Till this day though, if you ask him to show you where i said that, he can't. I imagine he'll eventually edit a message to show it after this post, but i am not scared of giving anyone my password for them to read through it all. Something i doubt he will do.
I reported him, twice. Nothing was done about it, yet at least. I actually created a new account because i thought there was no point anymore, you all hated me for something i had never done. Some reassuring words from some of luckyluvs closest friends though, as well as some neutral people trusting and believing me inspired me to keep on going.
Funny enough, gossipguy was next voted out that day. I had 4 people voting with me. Luckyluv had the numbers for that round, and yet gossipguy still was voted out. This was apparently because i hated him and he was gay. I did not hate Gossipguy, especially because he was gay. I am not going to lie though, i did vote for him, ONLY because the other two up for nomination had come out and said they believe in me.
I made promises to my two other friends though, nelson and lorena. Even though lorena was voted out in the last round, regardless of what they believe i didnt vote for her, my friends and i targeted scott. I did give her two points though, as my friend steezy was also up for the vote and he trusts me 100%.
I have spoken to Gossipguy since this has happened. He has said that we are still friends and i hope he no longer trusts LUCKYLUV either. This guy is the scum of the world and will do anything to ensure he gets further in an online game, even if it means breaking real friendships up and manipulating people who are already hurt.
I will say it publicly on here as well, as soon as i see the end of that guy i will leave tengaged. I've been hurt by the unanimous support for this liar. I will leave but i hope i can see him out first.
If i have forgotten anything, i apologise. I will add to this if anything comes accross my mind.
My last statement is not for you all to go out and target this person, like he said for you to do to me. I just want you all to be aware of him. You wont see much more of me anymore, but this lying scum lives among you all. I am embarrassed to even say i once trusted him and regarded him as my best friend.
You are a liar and have twisted your words and lied to gossip again after you betrayed his trust by sending PM'S about his sexuality. LIAR Please go away
For anyone interested in seeing him try to still lie and argue with me, check out our castings game. It's a good laugh at seeing him do his best to upset me if anything:
I dont know what gagaluv is like, but he is doing anything and everything. Everytime i paste of the messages i've received from him, he says its edited.
It's an interesting story. I've already explained it to gossipguy and he says he understands. IRL i've been wrongly labelled because of lies also, which happened to be from a friend who turned out to be gay. I wont go into it, but i have nothing against gay people if they dont try to hit on me and if they are generally pleasant people to get along with, which most are :)
I even had a gay manager at my old job. Best person for helping me pick up chicks haha :D
