Yes I don't have many friends irl and I don't deny that, I've suffered with schizophrenia for a few years now so it's hard for me to keep friends that doesn't mean that I don't matter or matter any less than you in the world just because you have friends but if you see it that way you're even shallower than you look It's sad that you have to stump on other people to boost your confidence up it says enough about your self-esteem and I think that's really sad and I pity you instead of being angry at you and I hope you find that self-love because everyone deserves it.