he gave me designs, I spread my cheeks for him. I didn't want to but I was scared. If I wasn't his good tv star he would ruin my tengaged career, my life would be over, my account was banned. When I said no my accounts died, I was left in cold, I was no longer the original tv star, he raped me then took everything from me. #RapedByRandomize sharing my story to protect others and show I am a survivor not a victim <3