This is not a laughing matter but i feel that i need to post this and get it around to as many people as possible.
Suicide is a major problem in our world today and that more awareness has to be made.
I feel that people wont understand why i am making a blog about this so i will explain why
In my life for the past 6 years i have had depression which has caused me to be obsessed with suicide. Until 2010 it was undiagnosed but due to the fact each year before that i was getting worse i could not cover up what i was doing to my self. By this time someone got me help even though i didnt really want it, i realize now that i need it. It was a long road to get where i am today as i have been admitted into hospital on multiple occasions since 2010 with suicide attempts. By 2011 i admitted that i needed the help but yet was still trying to commit suicide. By august 2011 i was released from hospital and to this day i have not been readmitted but it is hard trying to over come everything that has happened.
I tell people this as i am open about what my life has been like and that i only want to help people.
I know that it is hard admitting you need help but you have to think what it would be like for family and friends if you happened to succeed in this.
And in saying this I realized more and more that a lot of people dont know how to act or think when being told that they want to commit suicide. So if anyone you know is serious about committing suicide then get them to ring a help line there are over 40 help lines world wide that are willing to help.
plussed it. i lost my 23 year old sister to an overdose that we believe was suicide. she has three children under threee. She would have turned 27 this year but instead i got to go to her grave and shed my many tears. Taking ones life is not the answer and i will always have questions as to why she did it. What ever demons she had were layd to rest with her and the only solice i have is that her pain is gone and she is happy and smiling again in a far better and less cruel place then this earth we live on. May god be with you with your struggles and give you the strength to fight the good fight. Im here if you ever need to talk.
i agrred, i only shared to let anyone who is dealing with this stuff your not alone. there are people on both sides. I am here for anyone who needs to talk to somone. my goal is stop another from doing this and having another family live a night mare.