I didn’t come into this game intentionally wanting to deceive or to lie to anyone. I don’t do that back home, and anybody that knows me knows that my word is good. Whether you believe that or not, it is good. All I thought about since I’ve been here is bettering my life. That’s all I thought about, and how I could do it. I didn’t worry about your feelings, I didn’t worry about your feelings, none of you. That was selfish and self-centred of me. People kill for less that what we’re playing for now. Maybe that sounds hard or cold, and it actually turned me into somebody I don’t like. Sarge you don’t have to rub it in. You don’t have to make me feel any lower than what I already feel for doing what I did. You don’t understand how that’s bothered me. I highly respect you, and to hear you say that just kills me. I apologise to each and every one of you. It wasn’t the game I intended to play, it was the game that ended up playing me, and if I could do right again I would, and for that I apologise. And if you can forgive me, maybe I can forgive myself.
