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pinkiepie512
322

RIP MATT.

4 pinkiepie512, Mar 29, 2021

Even though I never personally met him, I have so many friends of mine that were best friends with him. He was good to them, so that automatically makes him one of my peeps. Please if you know anyone who is struggling with mental health, BE THERE FOR THEM. That is the BEST thing you can do. He's been gone for 3 years, but we are still continuing to live his legacy. We all love you sm king and just know I am looking out and supporting your friends especially today. <3 Matt64 #WearBlackforMatt

TheSexiestDude990
704

I just can't believe

13 TheSexiestDude990, Mar 29, 2021

It's been 3 years today since Matt64 left us. It feels like only yesterday he was on call, laughing and talking about his plans for the future both offline and online. He was such an amazing soul.
#WearBlackForMatt

Kelly2722
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Two years

2 Kelly2722, Mar 29, 2020

I really was taken by surprise today when I seen a few blogs saying that today marks two years since Matt64 left us. It really does not feel like it鈥檚 been that long, because it feels like him and I were just talking with each other just days ago. People here who really know me understand how much Matt has impacted my life both before and after his passing. Him and I had such an up and down relationship when we were younger, but that friendship carried us through almost 4 years of friendship. Matt was one of my best friends at one point, and he was almost like a brother to me. We laughed a whole lot, we fought a whole lot, but at the end of the day we always came back to each other and appreciated the friendship we had.
Matt, I鈥檒l miss you forever and I pray that you are at peace in the afterlife. RIP friend 馃枻
If anybody is struggling with this, or struggling with anything in life and need someone to talk to, please reach out for help, even if it鈥檚 not me or someone you know. There are people in this world who want to help and acknowledge that mental health comes before anything. I鈥檓 always available to talk to if you would like 馃枻
#WearBlackForMatt

pinkiepie512
79

To Matt,

0 pinkiepie512, Mar 29, 2020

Even though we never met, I hear a lot about you from our amazing friends. You seemed like a very wonderful friend to them which automatically makes you a friend of mine. You also seemed like a really great guy, and the mark you left on people is beautiful. I鈥檒l be here to comfort and pray for our friends for you during this difficult time. Rest in heavenly peace. Matt64
#WearBlackforMatt

maturo
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2 years...

4 maturo, Mar 29, 2020

M_Davis1998
329

Wow 2 years

0 M_Davis1998, Mar 29, 2020

TheSexiestDude990
754

Matt,

13 TheSexiestDude990, Mar 29, 2020

It's been 2 years today since you left us, but it feels like only yesterday we were on what would end up being our last call. Words can't express how badly I miss you.
I've been struggling a lot lately but I know you don't want me doing anything dangerous. Someday I'll get to see you again but until then I'm gonna keep trying my best to make you proud, even though I fuck up a lot.
Thank you for being my friend Matt64. #WearBlackForMatt

Chameleon777
0

My Tribute to @Matt64

1 Chameleon777, Mar 30, 2019

March 29, 2019 marks one year since Matt64's tragic departure from this earth. Matthew Francis ( Matt64), a fellow alumni of Trinity 2 like myself, passed away last year at the tender age of 16. I remember finding out about this last year after reconciling a with Julian ( TheSexiestDude990) and my heart was heavy. I had never experienced losing someone I played an ORG with and I honest to God cried for Matt in front of Julian. Matt will be very missed and it's always terrible when someone passes away, especially when it's someone you knew through ORGs or any other situation. May Matt rest in peace.
I have seen many tributes to Matt64 today and I was a bit busy earlier, so I didn't have time to post my own thoughts. Now that I have time, however, I have dressed my avatar in black and it will remain in the black outfit for the remainder of the weekend in Matt's memory. The black also comes from a hashtag that Admin started and I really think it's a lovely idea. If people have a problem about people grieving over Matt, they are idiots and really need to grow up a little. If y'all lost someone important and special to you, we would grieve with you; why won't you grieve with us now, then?
When people play ORG's together, the group in the game becomes a little bit like a family and the Trinity series has permanently lost a member of its family. We grieve this weekend and we will continue to remember appropriately lest we forget our friend.
On top of the black outfit, I came up with a poem on the spot:
Coming into Trinity, we did not know who you were.
Yet as the game grew, so did our affection and your allure.
Your heart and smile brought us joy we now miss.
We are stuck looking up to heaven to send you a sweet kiss.
A family forever will we be for your sake.
Feeling grief over the hard decision that you were forced to make.
Losing your presence has broken our hearts.
Through our memories, your place in our lives will never depart.
I hope you enjoy heaven's warmth and its peace.
Yet, it sucks that you left so that goal you would reach.
We love you forever, we'll like you for always.
As long as we're living, your friend will we be.
I send my condolences to those who knew him, loved him, and played ORGs alongside him.
I also send my condolences to the rest of the Trinity 2 family and a few other friends:
JetsRock12
Ghrocky100
RainbowKing
Gaiaphagee
Clumsyconnor
Rabbaj
Blazer44
_Adidas_
Missle9
Ninjohn
Vlad21
M_Davis1998
Hash
coreyants
rozlyn
#WearBlackForMatt

Jasoi
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Rest in peace Matt

0 Jasoi, Mar 29, 2019

#WearBlackForMatt
He died 12 days after i joined.Wait,How did Matt die

purplebb4
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I think its disgusting

3 purplebb4, Mar 29, 2019

that even a troll would go as far as attempting to bring attention onto themselves by disregarding the death of someone while also calling those who feel genuine grief for his death people who are only looking for "attention". Forgetting death is hard, but you always have to keep a reminder of It with you, especially with something like suicide. The people who made those memorium blogs wanted to memorialize Matt once again, in order to preserve the fond memories they have of him as a way to deal with their grief.
Furthermore, people with suicidal tendencies or people who are going to commit suicuide aren't going to directly go out and say they are. I'm sure that his close friends tried to keep him away from those thoughts, but in the end they likely didn't even know how far it had gone and they WOULD have acted if they had known so.
It is horrific that someone can be so attention thirsty that they have to attack that process in order to feel legitimized, and I genuinely feel bad for someone whose life is so pitiful that they have to do it!
This is the internet, a place where hate is oh so common and constantly causes people to have dark mindsets. Instead of trying to push it down and demean it, we SHOULD remember it, lest we continue to allow these sorts of things to happen unaided.
#WearBlackForMatt

justdontevictme
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Suicide prevention

1 justdontevictme, Mar 29, 2019

While I didn鈥檛 know matt64 personally I can see the impact he had on everyone on this site I have grown to love and you impacted some of my friends I recently made on this site. I鈥檓 so  sorry you were going through so much that you felt suicide was the only answer. It鈥檚 been one year and I just found out about this and it鈥檚 affecting me so I can only imagine what the people who personally knew him are going through.
But that鈥檚 not ever the answer because there is always a way out of whatever situation and there is always someone that鈥檚 will just listen. To those who may be be feeling like suicide is the answer please don鈥檛 take your life away from me. THE WORLD NEEDS YOU HERE.
Rip Matt I hope you鈥檙e resting easy
#WearBlackForMatt
I鈥檒l be wearing my black today and along with everyone else you positivity impacted on this site I won鈥檛 forget about you FLY HIGH MY FRIEND

rodrigueseve
324

One year ago

0 rodrigueseve, Mar 29, 2019

Jaybirdnifty
399

You will never be forgotten

2 Jaybirdnifty, Mar 29, 2019

Matt64 was one of the first people to introduce me to group games to this site. This was during a time when I've never even played/seen survivor before so he was one of the first few people to really help explain to me the dynamics of the game. Which was why when he mentioned that he was going to host his own Survivor Org, I was so excited to play. And though I shed a lot of tears and anger in that game (towards the end) I don't regret it.
What I do regret, however, is seeing the signs that something was not right with Matt. What I do regret is seeing and hearing him talking about doing and using drugs and alcohol and deciding to remain quiet instead of trying to have a serious talk with him or get into contact with someone who could help him. What I do regret is knowing that something was wrong with a friend I had known for like two years, and yet stupidly deciding to keep my mouth shut. Because this is surely just a phase, right?
Matt, I just want to say one thing to you before I go to bed tonight. I'm sorry I let you down.
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TheSexiestDude990
707

Dear Matt

5 TheSexiestDude990, Mar 29, 2019

It's been a year now since you left us, a loss that is still felt to this day.
I'll never forget the day I woke up to see a panic in the Wannabes alumni chat, with your obituary posted in it. I was in total shock, stunned completely off the face of the earth. I couldn't find the words to say goodbye at the time, all I could manage was this: https://tengaged.com/blog/TheSexiestDude990/8529885/rest-peace-amigo
As time went on,  the impact of your loss was felt deeper and deeper. I took it upon myself to finish your final project, Survivor Wannabes, because I know how much you loved the game and everything about it. With every post, it sunk in more and more: "this is real. He's really gone."
There was a period of time when I blamed myself. For a while before you passed I became your confidant, someone you trusted a lot of deep, scary, personal things with which I am taking to the grave with me. I'm thankful for the time that I got to spend with you being as close as we were towards the end. I'm thankful that you put as much trust in me as you did.
One year later, your loss is still very much felt. Your absence still weighs heavily on me, but I know you're in a better place and all that negativity is gone. You were a wonderful person, beloved by pretty much everyone who really knew you. I love you, I miss you, and I look forward to the day when we meet again.
"It's been a long day without you, my friend. And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again..."

#WearBlackForMatt Matt64

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