18 Aquamarine, Nov 6, 2019
Thank you ShayyBayy for your incredibly one sided blog. Thank you for proving time and time again that all you care about is yourself. Thank you again for proving over and over that you are someone who LOVES playing the victim. This will be my very last interaction with you on this earth.
I had endured nearly a decade of your "problems". You want to act like this wounded puppy to all of Tengaged but me, and many of your "friends" know better.
When someone is in a constant state of turmoil over their problems, the decent thing to do is reach out and attempt to help them in any way you can. I did that in what, 2010 when you attempted to kill yourself not only on Halloween but also on Christmas? When I had to spend two holidays away from my family worrying about what you might do next? That's fine, I had to help my friend. You needed it more than I did.
What followed that was a brick by brick destruction of our friendship. You taking one piece at a time until there was literally nothing left to work for. How can anyone put a wall back together when all the pieces are gone?
For six more years I endured countless stories, from your in and out relationship with #totallymicheal to your mother being sick to you not being able to keep a steady job at any point in time. You had it rough from the beginning, you weren't given the same privilege in life that I was. I get that. But you consistently complained about this and ignored any and all attempts to help you. Why? Because you THRIVE off the attention you get from being a perpetual victim.
When someone doesn't listen to your suggestions the first time, okay whatever, they're free to make their own life decisions. But when you come on call, when you text me day in and day out about whatever travesty happened that day and literally acknowledge zero of what anyone tells you, it becomes not worth it to even speak to you.
When people came to you with their own problems you found a way to turn it back to yourself. You take and you take until there is nothing left, and then when you've taken every single bit of hope someone has left in you, you get angry when there's no more to give. I reached that point in 2017. I lost all hope in you. When someone gives up on themselves in the way you did, there's no point left in fighting for it especially when the person won't even listen.
You smoke weed on a constant basis. You once told me you spend over $100 a month on weed. Then you complain about how you don't have money to get your car fixed, or to get a new phone, or a hundred other things. I suggest starting to save $X from each paycheck and try to give you ways to alter your behavior to save money. You ignored it. You told me stories about how you weren't being successful at work, managers didn't like you because you didn't listen to their instructions because you knew a better way of doing things. I suggested to you just falling in line with what they wanted..
