Well, seeing as my blog was poorly received last time...I'm going to continue writing them :D. These blogs are a good way for me to vent my feelings, and I would go little more insane without them.
First and foremost, I have to thank the 52.1% of Tengaged for saving me, and I guess, I want to thank the other 47.9% for voting in the poll. Like I said, tdan13 is an awesome dude, and if I saw him in the poll box, I would save him too!
I'm up again. Crumby feeling. And it's easy to get away with nominating me again so soon because of my lack of ability to survive polls. Meaning that if I stay this time, and get nominated again later on, I'm out. This serves as nothing but motivation to try even harder, because I'm /not/ out and I won't give up until I am. Even though this game has been getting incrementally harder each round - especially, losing my two closest allies back to back - I don't have anyone I can turn to. I feel more alone each day change. But, that does not mean that I doubt my ability to play this game on my own.
There really is no one you can blame but yourself for ending up in the poll box. I am a victim of wishful thinking. I give everyone the benefit of the doubt - perhaps, not the best thing to do in a game of Stars, but I'm human. And, if there is one thing that I have learned from all my previous Stars experiences, is that if you fail the first time, you're not going to succeed the second time by trying to do the same thing.
Again, I appreciate any and all saves. I hope that those who support me will continue to support me, and those who didn't to know that it's never too late to hop on the bandwagon!
tl;dr - These blogs are annoying, I know! This dude is still trying, and he believes he can win it because of all the #believers who believe in him.
