Hello everyone, i know some of you might be mad at me that i wasnt loyal to some of you or i didnt do anything what was possible to keep you safe but in the end i dont consider myself being the best of the best cause i know i could do way much more. I came to this game with goal to do big moves which would help me vote out threats in this game. In my case i knew i was able to go on immunity streak in this game and sadly i knew that my original tribe korubo were as good in challenges as me so i wanted to vote out my og tribemember right before finale so my place in the game wouldnt be questioned. i might or might not surprise you guys with this but i always were in every single challenge and i won 5 out of 8 individual challenges which were in the game. People were afraid of me and called me out in poll that im physical threat, biggest villain, most annoying and hated person by everyone but i dont think that in the end i wasnt likeable character. People wanted to trust me and go further with me even if i was huge threat and i always were kept in the loop because of my good social game i showed in this game to everyone. In strategic part of the game i always took a gamble that my spot in the game wasnt in danger and i never flushed my own idol because i had a feeling that im not going home. I had balls to not flush my own idol at f9 and at f7 when almost everyone on my place would use it cause i was willing to take these risk and not rely completely on my idol. i didnt decide to save tim or jake later on in the game because after that i could go home since i would have no protection and i was really standing out of my original tribe. raheem voted for me at f9 cause i believe that he saw me as some kind of threat but i tried to do my best to make people trust me more than raheem and it leaded me here. i always kept idol in my pocket until the end and i announced that to half of the tribe because it always make people afraid of turning against me cause i could idol them out. If i wouldnt have idol people could turn against me since i was strong. I told tim jake liam and raheem that im willing to use my idol on them if they were in danger because this is always makes everyone feel safer with me around if im willing to save them. I was never unofficially voted out of this game like liam was two times at f7,f6 and patrick was almost at f5 because i used my cards correctly to be always in good relation with people and i really cared about every relationship between me and every member of the jury.
i did vote for blaine cause i didnt have benefit from keeping him around sadly,
i did vote for raheem and didnt try to flip the vote because raheem knew i was threat and i respect that, he was good competitor so i had to went along with that
i did flipped whole vote at ryan instead of liam because i didnt know what ryan was able to do and i didnt have chance of persuading him or manipulating him to do something together while liam actually wanted to play with me
i did vote for liam over tim but i could guess correctly and use my idol on you at f7 but i had to think about myself later on, im sorry i hope youre not mad
i had two ideas coming from patrick and ethan, ethan suggested to vote out latisha and patrick suggested to split votes between jake and liam, i did vote for liam that day but i knew what was going on and i wanted jake or liam going home over latisha because jake was the biggest competitor over me who could win last immunities in the finale and i kept that in mind, im sorry i didnt use my idol on you jake but i had really good relations with other people who wasnt that huge physical threats and i didnt want to risk it in the end. i hope you could look at me at someone who didnt completely rely on winning immunities and challenges cause you liked me and wanted to play with me, everyone thought same thing about me so i didnt only win challenges :/
i did vote for patrick at f5, i had really good bond with ethan and i wanted to sit next to him at the end cause hes really likeable guy! im sad he was idoled out, patrick was bigger threat than ethan and it didnt work because latisha made mistake and decided to save him. i dont regret voting for him cause its logically most right thing to do for me at this point: vote out patrick over ethan cause he is bigger threat
i did vote for liam at f4, i thought about it and i saw liam as someone who was more threatening to win than patrick or latisha and logically as player i didnt want to sit next to him. im sad latisha went home cause it wasnt her time to go.
i reached one goal in this game which was always voting for people who were more threatening in the game and in the end it wasnt my decision to take patrick and liam to the f3 with me. patrick is here cause he convinced latisha to save him and i think she made mistake, patrick decided to take liam to the end and i also think he made mistake.
i dont think that i controlled at all ethans and latishas vote, i dont want to claim any credit for it cause these moves were terrible for the end game and i would feel shame if i would be part of these moves but i always tried to make best moves for my game in the end and not only i was in good relation with people who are sitting with me at the end but also with jury cause i was playing you when you were going home and its always better to talk with you over ignoring you. i was talking about other ideas i was always open to anything but i usually had already plan in my mind and i tried to execute it as best way as possible. its not coincidence that im only korubo standing here and all korubos went home after first 5 votes cause i wanted to stand out in front of other 2 players who would sit next to me. i hope that you all can agree that i was always standing out the most over all korubos and you all could be afraid of me coming to this game cause you knew that i played chaotic in riola but you found enough confidence in yourself to trust me in this game and i hope that you will read this and at least hear me out.
Look i dont think that you all should be proud of me the most or that im super kind of hero who played this game perfectly but i truly tried my hardest every day in this game.
I think that i might deserve being the winner of this season more than liam and patrick because my place was never questioned in this game, i never had to save myself with idols cause either people wanted to play with me or i won immunity, which is hard to win these days. I dont think that Liam is deserving title of the winner more than me because if he wouldnt use his 2 idols he wouldnt be here and he made through FMC which he could loose if he just wasnt lucky tonight. He survived in this game but didnt mantain social relationships to make people actually want him to stay in this tribe. We all called him someone who was ,,running the show'' but please people take a look at how quickly everyone flipped on him at f7 when someone said hes running the show. That proves he wasnt the biggest threat in the game cause if he would be, people would stand beside him while they never did and it worked as good excuse to put target on liam over me. look at how i was dangerous and no one wanted to vote me out because people really liked me.
I dont think that Patrick deserves the title of the winner over me because he made terrible mistakes which was calling ethans name out 3 times in a row for no reason and loosing ethans trust which made him really loyal to me and almost ended patricks game at f5. Patrick also decided to take Liam with him to the end because he wanted to compete ,,against the best'' which is exacly what Woo Hwang said the day before he lost with Tony Vlachos in front of the jury which was laughing at him for making such a terrible decision. Please dont include me in this decision cause i didnt decide to let Liam come to the end cause he was bigger threat and i want to stay out of it. Patrick would go home at f5 if he wouldnt fool Latisha and this isnt only his work cause Latisha wanted to make move to not be seen as floater so if Latisha would feel deserving to win she wouldnt save Patrick.
What i wanted to say is that i can call myself a player who is sitting here not because of luck like in case of my opponnents but because of trying hard from begginning until the end, they never were swap screwed, they wasnt able to take me out when they had the chance so i think that i have at least equal chances when im standing next to them here. Please dont look at me as someone who was goat or floater, i never wanted to act like that i always tried to influence people to gain as much benefits as possible and i sitting here i hope that i did that
Ill answer any question you would have jury members, im truly sorry again for whatever i did which made you feel personal hurt against me. if you feel that way its ok but try to vote for someone who tried the hardest in this game