Hey, everyone! I’m going to try and keep this as concise as possible to refrain from rambling on and making this unnecessarily lengthy. (Apologies if I talk tew much anyway)
I want to start by saying that I feel as though my game can be dissected into two parts once entering the merge: the Art of Strategy (10th-7th) and the Art of Survival (6th-4th). I came into this merge with eyes already on me, I proved in the pre-merge that I was a strong competitor by providing for my tribe, even to a fault. Had the vote for 14th went in Ben’s favor, I wouldn’t be sitting here before you pleading my case because I was perceived as threatening.
Nonetheless, I approached the merge with my loyalties lying with Triple Threat (Nathan/Tyler), Kevin, and Zach to an extent. I was aware that Kellen/Arek/Sam all voted with each other in the pre-merge, and tried to remain cautious of that. After winning the first immunity, I felt comfortable enough to take the reins and began setting myself up for the future. The aforementioned trio was a group I felt as though could be preyed on due to the collective acknowledgment Triple Threat had of them. While the initial target could’ve been Zach, had I listened to TT, I remained adamant that my connections to him would become beneficial moving forward. I figured by voting Arek, we’d secure the votes of Kevin and Juan, who I initially pegged as a tight duo. The second day of the first merge tribal was without a doubt one of the most chaotic for all of us, a lot of the attention was on Kai for the voting block chat he created and we were originally met under the assumption that the other side would be voting Kai, and we could pull him in by keeping him aware of things we were being told. Fortunately for us, Kai let up to Tyler that there was something ulterior going on and Tyler was able to successfully play an idol on himself. My group wanted to put their votes on Zach, but I insisted it be Sam. I was already in the works of creating a bond with Juan and I felt as though cutting off one of his assets would isolate him well enough that there’d be an opportunity to work with him in the future.
After Sam’s vote-off, the game could’ve gone back-and-forth as it appeared to be the Beautiful Pretty People alliance (myself/Nathan/Tyler/Kevin) against Arek/Zach/Juan/Kellen with Kai teetering in the middle. What concerned me about Kai is that I never felt in the clear with him, I was excluded from his chats, he voted for me before, and all around he seemed like a general concern moving forward. I felt as though to maintain peace, as Kai was “double-agenting” at the time, it’d be a wise decision to erase the wildcard of the game by voting off Kai. My alliance protested this, suggesting Juan instead, which somewhat provoked me to reach out to players like Zach, Juan, and Kellen in hopes to turn this vote around in my favor. Zach and I left off on weird terms following the Sam vote, but I feel as though we were able to pick up and get our things together after having a pretty groundbreaking conversation that catalyzed my fluidity as a player. To get my way with this vote, I pulled in Kevin, making him aware of Triple Threat and assuring him that he’s someone I’d rather at the end compared to Nathan/Tyler. Kai went, and at this point so did the existence of Triple Threat.
The Kevin vote was something out of my control, but I wanted to be included. I was uncomfortable with the idea of me not being in the loop, and no one (being Zach/Kellen) thought it was an appropriate time to do Nathan. I viewed Nathan as my biggest competitor at the time. He was charming, as well as strategically and physically savvy. To my dismay but no surprise, I was left out of the important conversations for the majority of the round but my connection to Juan pulled through and he informed me that the votes were looking to be on Kevin, while I was told to vote Juan as a front. With this information, I tried to flip Zach/Kellen but my words fell on deaf ears. Without them, I didn’t have the votes. This was the one round I was the most afraid, it could’ve very well been me going home but I didn’t. Still, I was included to Juan’s credit (who at that point, was the only person I knew I wanted at the end with me), and begrudgingly let Kevin go as there was nothing I could do. I soon reclaimed my power and my confidence come the fast forward, as I was able to make Kellen aware of the threesome of Tyler/Nathan/Arek and secure his vote. With Kellen voting with me, and Zach/Juan ready to go, Nathan went home 4-3 and I knew everyone’s daggers were sharpening.
6th place onward, it was imperative that I won challenges. As someone who was physically, socially, and strategically present in the game, it was a no-brainer that I was at the top of everyone’s hit list. What didn’t hesitate me from going on an immunity streak was the fact that I didn’t have the idol, and that by not having the idol there was no way I could protect myself in this game. When you are constantly lauded for your performance, it kinda makes you feel as though you have no choice but to continue doing what you’re doing. Everyone’s “congratulations, queen!” and “you’re so good!” only translated to “you gotta go ma.” So, I persisted. I went on to win every immunity onwards to ensure that my position in this game was secure.
While I remained strategically present in the game, the remaining three vote-offs were more out of my control. While I was okay with Tyler leaving, another motivation for me was to flush Kellen’s idol(s). After finding out Tyler didn’t have another to defend himself with, I figured Kellen had both as I was already under the assumption he had the Osaka idol. I came into the finale with a set agenda in having Zach/Kellen follow suit, but it just wasn’t realistic. Both idols were still in play, and as we saw, both were used on my two targets in mind. I was comfortable with the thought of Arek going so long as Juan stayed. Which brings me to our final boot in Juan, which I was flabbergasted by. Being aware of the happenings of every tribal prior, there was nothing I could do but let Juan know what I was doing and hoped he voted accordingly. He assured me he’d vote Kellen, but his vote showed that Kellen and/or Zach were able to get him. I did all I could to get him to this point while still managing to focus on my path (love u girlie). Him basically voting himself out was an absolute blow, but I couldn’t rest on the fact that I lost probably my closest ally all game. I made the final three, and am now sharing my game with you.
I can’t stress enough how thankful I am to have shared this experience with all of you. Our conversations, whether personal or strategic, were nothing short of delightful. You guys made this season spectacular. I’m grateful that this game was my first to achieve making an FTC because it felt earned. Ben knows how much this series means to me, as it was one of my first group games ever, and it was a pleasure to play for.. my 8th time. Good luck Zach and Kellen!