@Jimmy
I do want to win this game, but if you expected me to agree with you when you literally did nothing but try to downplay my game - I'm sorry but I won't. I have the right to present the game the way I played it and as I said, your opinion of my game is not resembling the way I actually played it, so I disagreed with you. Every other juror recognized something in my game except for you who didn't say one good thing about my game so I can't take your opinion as valid.
@Dino
Thank you for your feedback and ngl I haven't watched many BB seasons to find a player who played the way I did. And dw you didn't offend me (yet) because I didn't watch BB9 LOL. I chose Vanessa because I was direct to people like she was - whenever I heard my name being brought up, I immediately went to that person and confronted them - that's what Vanessa did. I didn't cry like Vanessa did, but I did make people a bit intimidated to go against me. That was why I chose her, but yeah, perception is different in everyone's eyes so it's okay.
Regarding your 2nd comment, I do agree that both me and Patrick are social players, but I wouldn't diminish my strategy in this game. I do agree that my physical part was the worst, but I wouldn't say the same about strategy. My strategy was very well planned after I talked to everyone and after I got a bigger picture of players who I was playing with. My strategy prejury was to lay low, go with the flow - because I saw Tim's game and I knew I didn't want to play like that so early in the game. Postjury, I was determined to be in the middle field and present myself as someone people can grab and have on their side. I never withheld information when I was asked for it: you remember that many times you asked me what I was doing and I immediately told you while you and some other people didn't do the same at first, obviosly being scared of info being leaked which I understood. I did that because I wanted to be trusted as someone who is not afraid to share info in order to show loyalty. I think that worked for me. My strategy was NEVER to get heated up to the point where I'd ruin everything I was building for so long. When you told me on your eviction day that you wouldn't go after me but Nolan and Daniel, you maybe didn't know that I was also close to Nolan and it wasn't good for my game to get rid of him. I wanted to have people in f4 who I knew would take me to F2 if I didn't win something physical - i was AWARE of my physical not being my biggest trait. It wasn't planned for 1 day, it was a result of a well thought strategy that I planned post-jury. Hope you can see what I'm saying.
I do agree that social part is the most important part of the game. Me not being on the block except for John's HoH and until F3 just shows how much I worked on that part of the game. Ofc it was countless hours of socializing, talking to people everyday and working hard to gain trust and maybe even turn it into something bigger, personal - that I would like to continue outside of the game.
My favorite moment from the game was Nolan's HoH when hell broke loose. That day was so chaotic because I found out what happened, I immediately went to talk to people who were in that chat, everyone started revealing their cards and it was a fucking mess in the house LOL. Also, the funniest comment that I have seen was John saying something like ''okay so vroom vroom is saving me'' talking about Patrick; then, Jimmy saying ''NO WAY THERE ARE MICKLES AND PICKLES IN THIS GAME''; prejury, we had so many people whose names were John, Josh, Joey.. JO- people in general that I legit forgot who's who at first; then your fights with a lot of people in the public chat LOL. See, it's hard to choose one. :)