I know, I haven’t played the best game. I didn’t talk to everyone in this game and nor did I try to really get to know people outside my immediate alliance. I didn’t really do that great at challenges either this season since we really never got a chance to go for half the season and I only won one Immunity. And for some of the game I wasn’t always the one leading the charge on each and every vote. But, I was always aware of what was going on in the game and able to protect myself, or my allies from potentially leaving the game. Which I always was able to do successfully. I was also extremely honest and loyal. I never went out of my way or went to cross a line that turned into personal attacks or jabs at ones real life.
Sitting next to both Kara and Leanna I think I still have a stronger case than either of the other two. I was more loyal than Kara. And I did much more in the game than Leanna did.
Advantages, of course were apart of my game, and a large part at that. In total I found 3 hidden immunity idols, 1 extra vote, and an immunity orb which Patrick gave to me and told me what to do with it so he wouldn’t get advantage shamed. que Gabe’s exit. But advantages are apart of the game yes I had to actually search for the idols, but the extra vote was complete luck and other people got powers as well due to the twist.
I don’t think my use of advantages should completely destroy my game. I know finding blog idols or random number powers aren't as fun as it is in the real Survivor but I still think being able to play them successfully and make sure I was playing the powers on the right person is a very strong aspect of my game. Knowing who to idol or immunity orb and who not to idol and immunity orb shows my strong game awareness on a strategic level. Only twice was I left out of a vote where I didn't know what was going to happen being the Sadie and Patrick vote (funny that they're a couple). I also didn't even need to play my idol at the F5 because I was so secure in my position in the game that none of the other four would vote for me. Which they didn't.
My original tribe on day 1 was all good and dandy with the majority plan to vote for my good friend Brian since he was inactive, little known to my Miss Mercedes is voted out leaving me blindsided and an obvious minority with my tribe. Preservation Island spared me for a round with them abandoning me on this cold beach when they knew I couldn’t make a fire. But in later rounds in the premerge Preservation island is where I would be able to extend my relationships with people from other tribes such as Patrick, Kara, and AJ. AJ, and I never really worked together but he was admiring my game and I his in PMs which I thought was nice and rlly friendly. After being blindsided from my tribe and them throughout the game showing that they didn't really want to work with me, I knew I had to get them out anyway possible.
Being immediately ostracized from your starting tribe and being an easy target for everyone in the game is not a good spot to be in. And idols and playing them painting a bigger target on my back throughout the game was never good for my game. I knew that I was being painted as a villain and an evil bitch since I just wouldn't die and I had to accept that role. I tried to downplay it by moving more into the background at the merge and let Patrick and Cole make a lot of choices. Knowing that if they were the ones commanding people how to vote and dictating the order of who goes to the jury and when would make them get burned far quicker than it would make me. I made the right choices and made the other players make the strong choices in order to ensure I wouldn't get fucked over.
My social game I admit wasn't as strong as I liked it to be. I didn't really feel the need to go out of my way to talk to people who were actively working against me. I view myself as a pretty honest player and I don't necessarily think that blowing smoke up someone's ass 24/7 when you know you're not with them is just kind of rude. I decided to just mutually respect the other players and be a straight shooter instead of lying to their face. But for the people I did talk to and build relationships with they were strong. And virtually unbreakable. I think social games are very much a two way street in survivor and where I didn't reach out neither did they too me.
The trio alliance of me Patrick and Cole was the dominating force this season and when we pulled in Kara as the fourth we were unbreakable. We had turned the minority into the majority and we had hoped to become the Final 4 in which I was perfectly content with. But flips happened and we lost half of our quartet.
The second time I went to tribal I had to use an idol to save myself and my ally Cole. That night I was willing to play my idol for myself or Cole because that’s how much I needed him in this game. Cole and I were on the bottom together on our original tribe and that’s where our connection started. We always promised each other F2 and that we’d never lie to each other. But when Cole organized the Patrick blindside I knew that a big part of my trust with Cole was over.
When I was blindsided at the Patrick vote my trust was ruined with Cole and I knew that I couldn’t work with him and longer and I started to devise a plan to get him out. This was my ‘big’ move of the game since I was doing the exact same thing other people did but I just did it at the right time. Kara flipped on her alliance and lost all of their trust and respect. Cole flipped on me and Patrick and was voted out because of me. This was the vote I went around to organize and make sure Cole left. I talked with Leanna, Ian, and Kara about the vote and I can 100% say that this was my move and I'm proud of it.
The endgame we then see me get my first immunity win of the season in the spot where I arguably needed it most or face an FMC. But I won and was able to guarantee my spot in the end and I was able to watch and support Kara get here as well.
This entire game for me has been an uphill battle and I was always fighting against the current. I was in a 7-3 minority at the merge and every single round I was able to either save myself or make sure that I was not the one getting the majority votes. The last time I even received a vote was the Final 9 tribal council which I think is pretty good considering I didn't have immunity at any of the others except the F4. Along with being on the bottom for a large portion of the game my name was always being thrown around the chopping block and there wasn't a single round that I didn't have to actively work to make sure I wasn't the one who it ended up being. Something that the other two finalists can say.
And most importantly, there is a final 3 of all female. So congrats.
I hope we can give this season a great winner and you all can look at my game and see the game I played. It wasn't even close to perfect but it was a very strong game which I'm honestly very proud of. I'll answer anything you ask.