Greetings Earthlings! I just want to start off by saying, thanks to each and every one of you. You guys have really made the past couple weeks a lot of fun, and have helped get my mind off everything going on in the world right now. So for that, I thank you.
Now onto the game. One of my reasons for playing a second time was to get some sort of redemption, as I’m sure it was for all of you. However on top of that, I came to sort of prove to myself that I’ve still got it. Years ago, I would play in any group game I could, and I would do reasonably well, maybe around 7th, or 8th usually. Then things got worse, and I would only make it past a round or two then be voted out. So I stopped playing, figured why should I waste my time, and then moved on. A little while after that, I saw an ad for Mn’s Survivor Fiji, I applied, got casted, won a couple challenges, and was voted out premerge. I assumed that was it, I was has-been, and accepted that as my fate. That was until I got the message about returning, I was hesitant at first, but ultimately decided to make this my swan song, go out with a bang, and potentially redeem myself in my eyes. So now that brings us to arriving in Turkey:
Pre-Merge:
I recognized my downfall in Fiji was not building connections with people, so I made sure to do that right off the bat. I sent messages out, introduced myself, and really started to solidify myself on Izmir. Unfortunately, Izmir was cursed, and as such I ended up having to test these bonds quite a lot. For the pre-merge, I always had an idea of where the votes were going, whose names were out there, and where everyone stood. Doing this insured me to get through all these tribals, without being in any serious danger. While it sucked losing all the time, it really made me sure that the Izmir tribe and even Calypso by the end of it, were people that I could trust moving forward.
Merge:
Going into the merge, I pretty much came in with the idea of staying “Izmir Strong” and to some extent it happened. Unfortunately, Clair and Colin were the victims of this. One of my regrets was not getting the chance to talk with you two, and solely seeing you guys as enemies to the “alliance”.
Justin’s vote was really a turning point for me. It was the only vote in the whole game where I was left out of, and really signaled the end of the “free-ride to F7” I thought I had. I saw that nobody in this game is safe, and that the second you show any signs of security, you’ll be booted right away. After this vote, a fire was lit under me, I knew that moves had to be made, or I was not guaranteed to go far.
This came into effect, where myself and Chandler put into effect, Erik’s vote off. He was a massive threat, knew how to play the game well, and was somebody that would win if he got to the end. It only made sense that he would need to go.
At the F7, I recognized who I would have a chance of winning against, and who would just blow me out of the water. Pietro, Calypso, Chandler, and Tiff, as close as we were, there’s no denying that you would have a great chance of beating me, if we were to be here together. Pietro, and Calypso you guys would’ve been seen as the underdog “Bursa” tribe members. Chandler we worked closely together and shared a lot of the same moves, but I think if it came down to it, you would have been able to get the votes. And Tiff, you were an amazing player, who knew how to get yourself out of a tough situation. I respect your game so much, but you know that in the end you could’ve beat any of us.
To sum this all up, I know that my game wasn’t the most extravagant, I didn’t have the BIGGEST moves in Survivor History, but I didn’t need to when I had a social game that I knew could take me far. This whole merge I did not receive a vote, and going into the F6, I was close with all of you, I felt sure that I had a good chance of making this final council, and could be in control of who would go with me.
Now as the sun sets on our final day in Turkey, it’s your time to decide who walks away a winner. You guys get to pick who should be the representative of a second chance season. While, I wish nothing more than that it could be me, I respect your guys’ power and ultimate decision. I’ve already done what I came here to do, so I can walk away happy.
I finish my statement with the words of MTV’s The Challenge legend, Big T-
“I’m a savage now”.
Good luck to Zyler, and Ben, and feel free to ask any questions :).
Voting History:
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18-Billy
17-Chris
16-Brian
14-Brandan
13-Nolan
12-Clair
11-Colin
10-Calypso (Justin left)
9-Ashanti
8-Erik
7-Pietro
6-Calypso
5-Chandler
4-Tiffany
Only in the minority ONCE, this whole game.