Hi, have not been active and just saw this now.
https://tengaged.com/game/211832/comments/4 I think it's because of what I said here? I was referencing Sia's movie "Music" (google the controversy if you're not familiar) and that only Sia would think an autistic person is that dumb, was a silly joke that was not written that well, I explained myself and apologized in that game, was no malicious intent around it I've had bad history with most of the council members, so its a clear bias against me, and I wish they were able to see the context in what I said. I've been silent the past 2-3 edition because of all the drama, I hate it and its toxic, and I've had people in this group say really nasty things to me, including that I should kill myself, but because of biases etc that person remains in the group.
The main reason why I've stayed in this group for so long is because of Alex, I've quit almost everything on this site except ESCT, because I liked who was running it and I liked the format. I get extremely bad anxiety when I get into dramas like this, so its why I've mostly been silent in the skype chat and here. I know people including the council members LOVE drama, Rodrigo was even "spilling the tea" during the ESCT voting, like why does everything have to be so much DRAMA and why does it have to be mentioned all the time.
I'm not posting this to cause drama, but just so everyone knows why I'm being perm banned from the group, and btw I was not even banned on the engaged site itself, so apparently it was not serious enough -_- , but esct it is serious enough and they don't care about context!
I respect alexito so so much and I want this group to be successful I really do, but non-biased, respectful, and kind people should be on the council, and not people that are rude and biased towards their friends, and love creating drama and stirring the pot. I would be beyond shocked if I was ever allowed back into the group just because of the people on the council, so I would like to say goodbye, thank you for having me, and thank you for supporting Lithuania throughout the past 15 editions that I've had Lithuania!
Bad news is that yeah it seems that I will be perm banned, and the last online thing that I was really apart of is now gone. Good news is that I'm starting college in September, and a new chapter of my life is starting :) Wish me luck!