Bryan. I think I might be the biggest idiot up here. I am truly, from the bottom of my heart hurt by what you did to me. It was a great move, it really was but I never in a million years thought that you could do that to me. You put a price on our friendship, you threw us away. Like garbage. You basically said, you know what? You’re not quite worth this much money. And this hurts you know, it really does hurt. And how can you say that you’re a role model when you’re willing to discard a valuable friendship like that. A human being. But I dont want words, no words at all, I don’t want to talk. to. you.
And honestly the hardest part for me was the fact that you took away 14 days that I could have spent with Austyn. *sighs deeply* Austyn, when I told you on the beach at one point when you asked me if I was playing you or not, I told you honestly, that I’m not faking it, I’m not faking my feelings for you or anything. No. I really am having feelings that I have never really felt before and have never *sighs* I honestly feel like I have started to fall in love with you. And I don’t know, you’re just an amazing girl and I really want everybody to know that and I, I’m glad I didn’t win Cook Islands so that I could be here and have met you. And that’s it.