Hello jury members!
After a month, I honestly can’t believe I’m sitting here. Not only because this game was long and emotionally exhausting but, because I typically don’t do well in Suitman games. It’s as if there’s always been a curse or black cloud over my head. I’m hoping that after tonight, I’ll make a good enough case to earn your vote. Let’s get started…
On paper this cast was stacked and seemed like it was going to be HECTIC. Sadly, then the fragmentation twist happened, and I was placed in the Alpha House. While most of my time was spent building bonds in that house, there was nothing really crazy that happened. The inactives got taken out one by one and overall, it seemed like a good group of people that were fairly unified. The only thing major in the pre-jury phase for me was the creation of the “Starters” alliance which featured myself, Joe, Ethan, and Chris. Then there was the trio alliance consisting of myself, Joe, and Ethan. In the Alpha house there was a trio of myself, Tina, and Tris repping JR’s Big Brother (special shoutout to James and Raul haha). There were also other alliances such as Tina, Tris, Billy, and myself but in general, I had good strong relationships with everyone. Needless to say, I felt good going into the jury phase of the game.
The jury phase? Oh boy let me tell you how much of an emotional mess that was. Before I get ahead of myself, I will say that the initial rounds weren’t too bad. For example, I saw Zee as a HUGE threat in the game and really tried to push the vote for him to go. After that round, it was just the alphas getting picked off and it became more and more obvious that there would be two major road blocks in my way: the duos of Ethan and Chris, and Joe and Evan. I love Ethan and Joe to death but legit it was pretty tough to navigate the game with each duo targeting each other. On top of that, both sides had comp beasts who were continuously winning veto or HOH. F8 was especially rough because the F3 that I envisioned of myself, Tina, and Tris was shattered as Tina ratted me out to Evan when I told her about the backdoor plan. F7, the heavens aligned, and I managed to win a HOH! I decided to go after Evan as the round before, it was confirmed by Joe that Evan wanted me out over Ethan while we were on call. Tina went home due to Evan winning veto and there was only six individuals left. However, this is when the game really turned into an uphill battle for me.
From F6 onward, this game really was hell for me because I kept having to be nommed and really put in the work socially to save myself. F6 + F5 especially, I had to really sell it to Evan and Joe that I was not working with Ethan and Chris. My efforts payed off and it led to Tris going home and Chris the round after. At F4, I saw a great opportunity to secure myself F3 by throwing the final stage (by underbetting) of the F4 HOH and getting Joe the HOH. This way, no matter who wins veto, either Evan or Ethan were going home. At F3, I truly believe I was making F2 either way and I think the fact that I survived from F6 without relying on comps, plus securing my spot at F2 already at F3, really speaks volume of my social and strategic game.
Overall, my social game and strategic game really carried me throughout the game and I never once relied on a competition to keep myself safe. Even when you look at who went home against me at F6 and F5, it becomes clear that if you were taking out individuals cause of threat levels, I should have been sent home those rounds. When it comes to comps, this game made me realize I’ve lost my touch at them but gotta say, I am very proud of myself for winning at least one HOH especially when the challenge was puzzle related which I usually suck at.
Before I close this speech, I just want to thank Shawn for hosting the season! After playing and flopping in your games a good 5-6 times, this game was definitely hosted the best.
Thank you everyone for the wild ride and for the memories! I’m ready for your questions! :)