Hello Jury members!!!! I want to thank you all so much for an amazing game. This was my first group game on this website and I didn't know what to expect, how insane the drama would be, the huge amount of paranoia and other unexpected behaviors of people in the game. I first of all want to thank Keitho44 for hosting this game. It has been an amazing struggle for power, for respect, for trust, and for a title of Sole Survivor when at the beginning was the goal that all of us were trying to achieve.
Trying to understand everyone in an online game where people can be someone they are not in real life behind the solace of a computer screen, is so difficult. You cannot read someone's face, someone's tone of voice, or if they are hurt by your decisions or actions. I learned that along the way that was the most difficult part of this game for me. I hope that as you read these words you understand why my game was played the way it was, and that you, the jury understand why I should be the Sole Survivor in Survivor:Cook Islands!
Originally, I was on the Puka Puka tribe with Caliboy, Powerduck, Gaiaphage and Seargent. Being on a tribe that only had 5 people to start while others had 6, we were already behind in numbers compared to two other tribes including Aitu. I made a deal with Caliboy from the very beginning of the game to stick together to the end. He revealed that he was a secret partner with Natalie and I hoped that he would have safety until he was able to secure his idol. (See later) From the beginning Puka members worked hard to secure immunity for ourselves and we did so in the first few challenges and always found ourselves coming in second behind the Aitu 6. We didnt let us get that down while Caliboy, Gaiaphage, Powerduck and I voted out sargeant due to inactivity in our tribe. He was the only casualty from Puka before the tribal shake up. Even though Miles from Hiki was added to us, we didnt get much time to really bond with him before the tribes were shaken up. I was isolated from Gaiaphage, Cali, and Powerduck and lost my entire safety net from my original puka puka tribe. I just hoped and prayed that eventually I would be reunited with my Puka tribe mates, that they would stay strong and fight for the final merge. I hoped to work what I could to stay in the game as long as possible and get to the merge and get to fight for my life in the game.
During the tribal shake up, People thought I was running the show? But really I was not. I was trying to lay low and be able to just float along by being a strong competitor and to keep proving to my tribe that I could help them win immunity and I voted with the majority each time, and never raised a stink in my new tribe. Trying to remove the enormity of the target off my back. Caliboy and I continued to talk together almost daily in this game and discussed game play and strategy, hoping to be reunited in the merge like I said. That is truth!
Now for what happened beyond that, I did work with Miles to try to meet other members of the new Manihiki tribe. There was an agreement with Miles, Insanity, MMMMM, to work together, with MMMMM, insanity and I creating the original 3 musketeers alliance. We had an agreement to work togethr and stick together through the merge and be able to get as far as we could in the game. and unfortunately, the other side of the tribal shake up proved stronger than us, and it was decided by the group that first jdsolo and then Zed were voted out.
After the merge, I knew that I was going to have to fight for immunity hard because I knew that on the other side that Sarge and Natalie were aiming for their strongest competitor in the challenges that remained in the game. I had to win immunity and when we did merge the first challenge was won by natalie in the poster contest. I turned mine in late because one of my best friends passing away and I missed the deadline. I am sure that I wouldnt have won, but my commi