My friend (Oscar) has had sex with this dude named Patrick. Patrick slid in my DMs previously but I never really talked to him. We matched on Tinder cause I knew of him, and we chatted. THEN Oscar walks in on his roommate, Michael, fucking Patrick. Oscar and Patrick both know and Michael does not know at this point. I am, or thought I was, in love with Michael. Hes a white twink who is in a frat and he just is amazing in every which way, He also smokes (<3) and plays League of Legends, and we vibe well. So basically, Patrick and i meet up (he does not know I am aware of any of this) and lies to me about him not hooking up with anyone here at college yet. He shows me his friend (Michael) and I come to find out two things. 1. Michael is insanely hot and wants to date Patrick yet Patrick just wants to fuck and 2. Patrick is basically using me to get Michael jealous. THEN Michael and I hang out and smoke. i HAVE THE WORST KISS IVE EVER HAD but I blame the weed. Then, they introduce me to their other friend named MATTHEW. Matthew is like really hot (6'2, bottom, <3) and i hung out with him last night... and spent the night. I FEEL LIKE A WHORE. I like Michael personally but that kiss was bad. Matthew and I are like going on a date tomorrow but we dont... click as well. WHAT DO I DO? I feel like a whore cause im basically talking to 2-3 guys at once but I am in love with Michael yet I slept..and did stuff.. with Matthew.