(also to start this out, im not doing this for pity or attention. I just really need to get this off me)
im not really expectinganyone to do anything and just give condolences, and really anything helps and its very appreciated <3. but I just thought I'd put this out there. Anything really helps, really. I don't need a donation, but I'm just sad about my uncle, y'know? Like, sometimes a huge wave of wanting to die washes over you. If you've never experienced many deaths, you won't know what I mean.
It kinda feels like you wanna see them to just see them again, and you'd kill to do anything. You half expect them to come through the door or say hello at party's, but nothing happens.
