When i first started tengaged back in 2012-13 I used to be added to skype calls all the time and included in everything. But now 5 years later i literally have nobody i say i talk to on here on a daily basis. I realize that is my fault i started whipping my dick out for people on camera who didnt want to see that shit. I shared gross images in chats and also I was an all out attention seeker. All because I thought i wasn't getting the attention i deserved. If I could go back 5 years and change the shit ive done i would say that i honestly would and wouldn't. I would say i would because i offended a lot of people and made many people feel uncomfortable which i am greatly sorry for and i regret that deeply. I would say I wouldn't because it gave me a new perspective on life of how for the time being people may laugh or get a reaction, but after a while they want nothing to do with you.
If i could give any young tengagers advice or any people dealing with mental illness advice. That would be you have to be yourself don't go out there searching for attention by doing things out of the ordinary. People will like you for you and if they dont like you there will always be someone willing to take you under their wing. Once again i am so sorry for all of the people i have offended on tengaged and i promise i am a changed person whe i take my medication!!!
Lastly stay tuned christmas day: I will be posting a vlog of me proposing to my girlfriend. I am nervous as hell lol
