Seeing my father like this has been one of the hardest things i鈥檝e ever had to go though, not a single person told me it was this bad. finding him passed out in random places, having him scream and break things because i won鈥檛 let him drink, the fact he can鈥檛 hold a conversation, i鈥檝e been trying to keep his business afloat but i鈥檓 not sure on how to anymore from here, l had two employees quit because they can't take it anymore and I don't blame them. I still have my real job to worry about but i have everyone calling me, tonight he was a drunk mess, shit his pants and a customer called the police, idk what to do anymore, i told everyone to just go home and that i was sorry but im so tired, this is my dad it fucking hurts seeing him like this he was never like this, i came here because i don鈥檛 know where else to go anymore i have an ulcer in my stomach from the stress and i can鈥檛 sleep at night, what the hell am i supposed to do the days i don鈥檛 work at my other job i鈥檓 there for 12+ hours babysitting him and running the business i鈥檓 understaffed and i鈥檓 overworked, i don鈥檛 even have time for my own daughter. i want to throw in the towel but i know it will haunt me forever. i鈥檓 lost, i鈥檓 broken, but i have to stay strong.
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Ohhh no :(
I鈥檓 sorry to hear that. Give him time until sober, and have a serious conversation but whatever you are telling him, show huge respect to him because after all, he鈥檚 your father. I believe that a long conversation well thought should help him get back on track
Destiney, if you ever need to talk, u know you can hit me up. I am a lot older as you know and have different experiences and perspectives. What doesnt kill you makes you stronger and after this is all done and your dad is better, you will be able to put Popeye to shame.
I'm so sorry you are dealing with all this... You seem very strong and with all you've been able to handle so far I am sure you will get through this even though it seems never-ending right now.
I鈥檓 sorry to hear that. Give him time until sober, and have a serious conversation but whatever you are telling him, show huge respect to him because after all, he鈥檚 your father. I believe that a long conversation well thought should help him get back on track