This guy and I had a thing that ended (not on bad terms) over 9 months ago. I've continuously debated reaching out but never did .. for the past few days I've been overthinking messaging him.. then I did last night on ig. This morning he responded asking how I am and whatnot (I have yet to respond again) ...
Then this afternoon I see on his story him posting a pic of this guy from our uni that just won the fucking RHODES SCHOLARSHIP saying how proud he is of this handsome man with a bunch of hearts and excited to be a part of the next part of his journey...
I just feel dumb, pathetic, down... not that I messaged him.. but that if i waited LITERALLY 1 more day after 9 freaking months, then I wouldn't have ever put myself out there. I just feel like I reopened feels for no reason and now I feel inadequate and down. It feels like life is laughing at me
Like looking at this outside of my perspective is fucking hilarious.. what are the freaking chances his boyfriend wins the rhodes scholarship the day after I message him?
I'll get over it... I recognize that i'm being hella dramatic right now. I'm just in the feels and need to vent and take the night off to process my SadBoi vibes
any words of encouragement or love or hugs would be appreciated
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Sometimes we make a move that doesn't always pay off.. Or atleast we don't think it did .
Look at the glass half full instead of half empty. You know now you are 馃挭 to put yourself out there and just get over the hurdle of the feels and you will! Chin up and smile you have time
aww damn, i would feel the exact same way :( but you're not dumb for reaching out. and his bf winning the rhodes scholarship has nothing to do with your own self worth.
Look at the glass half full instead of half empty. You know now you are 馃挭 to put yourself out there and just get over the hurdle of the feels and you will! Chin up and smile you have time