There’s no way to really console you for this, but I feel for you. It’s never easy, but it does get manageable. Time heals all for real and as that time passes you’ll be able to Grieve them without
It hurting as much or as often
I get it, like I've lost two really close friends ,both gone at 27, it sucks, everyone greaves different so don't feel bad for doing what helps you get bye. I try to just think that death does ultimately always happen and ill see them in the future and know they're watching out for me.
You’re not supposed to be okay.
You’re not supposed to be strong.
You’re supposed to feel broken.
Will you ever be “okay”? Yeah probably but there’s no time limit on grief and you do what YOU need to do.