I lost my last job back in April, due to my car breaking down and the commute, I kind of fucked up and allowed them to transfer me an hour away from home, and I paid severely, but I've had a lot of blessings during this hardship.
I was able to visit my sister in Arkansas, I found out that I am ready for a change, and this whole thing is just a process of me being able to relocate. Not that I'd choose Arkansas, but she lives in that town that is talked about on PBS. El Dorado is a city that has this huge arts district, and they actually get singers and bands like train and natasha beddingfield. It's kind of like a diamond in the rough.
I was able to get another wedding under my belt and soon another will come in September, I really enjoy that, and have found a passion for it. I want to have my own wedding business, I want to start with just me, build contacts, and eventually have a wedding service that can help people find not only quality talent, but inexpensive.
Weddings are too expensive, and it's a damn shame too, because people put so much money into that moment, and it's honestly not even that long of an event. I believe in all marriage, I am not a religious minister, I am an officiant. I refuse to call myself a minister, because I feel it's misleading. I want people to be able to celebrate their special day, and not have to worry about bullshit.
I have had a hard time, but through it all I've found a little more peace in God, and that's what It's all about. I still have issues with God, to be honest, I sometimes fail to understand why the fuck I make reckless decisions, and why I get such harsh punishments, but I'm starting to come around. I understand why I had to lose my dad, my dog, my grandparents, uncles, aunts, and many other members of my family and friends.
So all in all, I'm finding happiness and drive, and that's what's important
