To anybody that I made concerned about my mental health problems through expressing my thoughts and attempts of suicide. WhateverTheF is my inspiration to write this blog because of his experience and how he apologized to the people that he hurt or worried through this. I know that I don't know him but I know that there has been people that I have made worried sick over this and i jyst want to say that to those people I am sorry. I am really trying to get my mental health in check but it's been an uphill battle.
I do want to say thank you also. Thank you for caring about me unlike the people irl. Thank you guys for being there to support me through this uphill battle. But you guys don't have to be there anymore. I need to learn to think for myself and heal myself other than relying on other people which is why I will no longer be expressing these feelings to you guys any longer.
If anything does happen to me, please do not worry. I don't want to worry or hurt anybody at all. I want these people worrying about me to be able to live their own lives which is why I will no longer be reaching out to them whatsoever unless they absolutely want me to. Honestly I wish you guys would've pushed me away sooner.
EDIT: WHY IS THIS A TOP BLOG
EDIT 2: idk if at the time you're seeing this it's a top blog but please don't plus it because I don't want it to stay that way
Comments
Good thing you posted this. And I'm glad you're alright <3
Doing things yourself is fine, but you can't do everything alone!!! Be sure to reach out to people (or me) if you need anyone to talk to!! Don't be afraid to ask for help, there are people who love to help
PLEASE please reach out to someone if you are feeling like there's no alternative. I am here if you need to talk. I will listen and you are not alone. Stay strong and remember- people do care and you are worth it.
