I was really hurting, and actually wanted to physically die, (I suffer from tons of crap, depression, OCD etc, though that isnt the point) last night, and your pms really made my day! I hope taking away one more thread of my ever-shrinking self-esteem was worth your joy :D KayleighWinz http://snag.gy/DxSLo.jpg http://snag.gy/F9f52.jpg
Good thing I did not see them until now, because I probably would have killed myself...
And no, I have attempted suicide b4 and it sucks when you sink down to such a low that you want to take your own life...
I hope no one ever has to feel like that, so I always try to help other when they feel like that.
So when I see this, I was pissed af.
TBH though, Im not mad anymore, just disappointed that you felt the need to push me, when I was already down. #casting#TheMoreYouKnow
And yeah I know they are pretty petty and meaningless, but when you hurt real bad, every insult stings 100x more than it should, even if you know it isnt true...
That's sucky,
So you feel really sad at times like if you had saw that you would have killed yourself, you were in a bad place but then the next day you're all happy and fine and you're not mad anymore....
going from killing yourself over a message to not being mad :S
I would hate to be having those feelings.
I never said that Im not mad, or that Im happy in any way shape or form
I am still actually really mad at certain people irl, but Im just trying to hide it I guess...
I guess maybe I come across as happy cuz i try to be an optimistic person, which is probably why Im hurting, because I just held my emotions in too long :/
I dont want anyone to feel bad about it though, I am who I am :D
It just sucks that someone would pm me some shit, when they know Im in a rough spot...
But I guess that was my own fault for being vulnerable jacco
pleaseletmestay hope you feel better! I was just going off these sentences:
"Good thing I did not see them until now, because I probably would have killed myself..."
"TBH though, Im not mad anymore, just disappointed"
