i've never had such a bad break up since this first guy i ever loved and we dated 5 years and i was like so depressed for a week.
i don't even know if we're breaking up since my boyfriend is acting like everything is fine now and nothing happened even tho this morning he broke my heart a little bit.
but i love him.
i don't want us to break up, but i mean if i have to i will obvi.
love just sucks and i want everything normal again.
this last 2 weeks have just been rough.
positive vibes please.
i can't spend all day tomorrow sad and crying, i hate sadness.
