I Keep Telling Myself
7thDec 21, 2018
- If I can get through this, I can get through anything.
Found out that my bicurious best friend who has been leading me on the past several months went out last night to have his friends introduce him to a girl he’s interested in. He keeps asking if I’m mad and being an asshole rubbing it in. It feels great.
Especially feels great because I have to go spend all day at the funeral home today and funeral tomorrow for my pap who passed right before Christmas and then right after Christmas have to do the same thing for my aunt who passed yesterday!
I’ve always been hurt and abandoned by my friends so I’m used to this but once again feel stupid for opening up. One of these days I’ll find the one that will treat me right but it’s just hard with everything going on right now, especially since I live with him.
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