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My brief Tea Brother experience

9thMay 25, 2020 by maturo
For such a short period of time I was beyond blessed to be a part of one of the best ORGs on tengaged. I felt absolutely honored to be messaged personally by Allison to participate and honestly before the cast even came out, I knew I had no chance.

Playing with a whole shit ton of familiar faces and great game players was hard as shit as I knew that basically everyone in that game had something to them that made them who they were. When the players were being announced I was bored as fuck so I *mistakenly* called out Eaurea (Brea) because tbh I think she is super extra and annoying and I had no regrets in doing it. I believe I was very appropriate in those arguments and wasn't racist towards her by any means necessary as others probably thought I was based on my past? IDK... but nothing derogatory or racist was said towards her.

But from the vibe I received towards the players in the game and how they were acting towards me, I knew I didn't fit in and I had basically no chance... I kinda got put in a Jacob Heald position in the game so I figured to roll with it and raise as much hell as I could before I left. My nomination was very expected but then again I felt it came straight out of left field and for a bullshit reason but at the end of the day a game is a game and I made my bed.

After the conclusion of the veto meeting I truly felt as if I could rally enough votes to save me as I had a few connections to vets of the game... That was until my own friend nominated one of our own which also came straight out of left field???? I told pinkiepie512 I wouldn't campaign against her and I told Nichole98 I would not campaign against her and I stuck with that. I felt that my game was kinda taken from me by Grace as she nominated someone knowing I was going to volunteer to be evicted against them.

I am not bitter of how this went down as I had 2 chances to save myself and fucked them both up so at the end of the day I am an idiot. I appreciate all of you guys and am very grateful for this opportunity. I do deeply apologize if anyone in the game felt offended by my behavior... Just know it's not who I am as a person and I am more than willing to talk anything out with anyone who felt insulted by what I did and said and if anyone outside the game wants to know the TRUE story and not the "OMG LMAO MATURO RACIST" version then please reach out as well =)

may the best person win!
TaylorStLouis - Definitely wishy-washy about how you feel about me. I didn't think you showed any interest in wanting to talk or work with me.

CocoaBean - Probably the person I talked to the most here surprisingly enough... Thank you for a genuine conversation

rellizuraddixion - GL man you are really cool and a good player but that fans chat won't be working out well.

#pinkiepie512 - We've spoken already.

#Nichole98 - #WinnerPickBaby

#Eaurea - I don't know what you are telling people happened between us but the fact of the matter is you know we worked everything out so the petty shit you are spewing about me being racist towards you is wrong and you know it.

JordynRose - Got very negative vibes from you. Sorry if I rubbed you the wrong way at all. You seem like a great person.

jackyboy / jackyman - I've always liked you. You bring the drama in a very appropriate way and thats exactly what I tried to do but yeah... failed.

timpaxton14 - Liked you a lot. You seem like a pretty cool and genuine dude and I appreciate that.

chic - A pleasure as always, Ms Malibu. Love our convos and just talking to you in general because you are a very great gal!

funnehliner - Honestly I thought we were gonna clash super hard and go at each other guns-a-blazin but surprisingly enough, you didn't really call me out on my shit. I know I am too much sometimes lol but thanks for being a chill dude.

baileyboy1 - We've talked things out since then and I hope you know I think you are a good dude. I just don't understand why I was nominated and you said you "weren't taking sides" If its because of a story that Brea told you then I do apologize... You're a great guy and I just hope next time..if there is a next time that we can talk things out before it leads to what it did.

NotAfraid - You were the person I was most threatened by. TBH you were my fatal attraction and had I won HOH I would've 100% nominated you regardless of the consequence. You are such a sweet person and it's intimidating.

Comments

How dare u ruin it for me!!!
Jk
Sucks ur out though :(
Sent by Fistiona,May 25, 2020
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Sent by Russell11,May 25, 2020
I couldn’t believe the 10-0 tbh but was just really vibing with Nichole
Sent by Chic,May 25, 2020
doesn't Eaurea go by she/her pronouns?
Sent by coreyants,May 25, 2020
It was such a pleasure having you joe!!
Sent by Allison,May 25, 2020
Thanks Joe ❤️
Sent by NotAfraid,May 25, 2020
Nothing personal at all, Much Love <3
Sent by baileyboy1,May 25, 2020
doesn't Eaurea go by she/her pronouns?
Sent by CocoaBean,May 25, 2020
Lets make final w our next gane <3
Sent by rellizuraddixion,May 26, 2020
coreyants I’m a female so that means she/her maturo is saying him because he is trying to I guess do something.
Sent by Eaurea,May 26, 2020
Gonna be honest, if you and the HOH were truly friends as you said it, you should not take them back. That was fucked up but people throw the term friend so loosely on here so idk if y'all were even
Sent by Piddu,May 27, 2020

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