Just removed myself from 1984.
3rdNov 17, 2018
- The winter time is not an easy time of the year for me, it never has been. The weather gets cold, the holiday's roll around and you need to dedicate more time to your family. A lot of people don't know about my personal life but it has really taken a turn for the worst with my anxiety and depression kicking in. It's made it hard for me to get up in the morning and go to school & work and sometimes I just don't feel like my medication will help me make it through the day. I don't trust hospitals so I really have no faith that anything will get better anytime soon. The days are easy but the nights are hard and in the winter time, the nights are longer.
I always say "I don't like quitters because you are eliminating yourself from a game that someone else would have loved to be a part of" and for anyone who applied to 1984 and didn't get in, I deeply apologize for taking that spot in the game away from you.
M_davis1998, rainbowking and tj2807 are wonderful hosts and even better people and I really hate doing this to them. It's been a fun game and a wonderful experience not just for me but for everyone else in the game and I am sure they all agree. I hope that without this game in the back of my head, the stress of "worrying about a nomination" or whatever will be gone and I can focus on getting my health back in check.
I'd like everyone else in the game to know that I do apologize for this and this isn't a plea for attention. You are all great people and I hope to remain friends with you once the game concludes.
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