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Just removed myself from 1984.

3rdNov 17, 2018 by maturo
The winter time is not an easy time of the year for me, it never has been. The weather gets cold, the holiday's roll around and you need to dedicate more time to your family. A lot of people don't know about my personal life but it has really taken a turn for the worst with my anxiety and depression kicking in. It's made it hard for me to get up in the morning and go to school & work and sometimes I just don't feel like my medication will help me make it through the day. I don't trust hospitals so I really have no faith that anything will get better anytime soon. The days are easy but the nights are hard and in the winter time, the nights are longer.

I always say "I don't like quitters because you are eliminating yourself from a game that someone else would have loved to be a part of" and for anyone who applied to 1984 and didn't get in, I deeply apologize for taking that spot in the game away from you.

M_davis1998, rainbowking and tj2807 are wonderful hosts and even better people and I really hate doing this to them. It's been a fun game and a wonderful experience not just for me but for everyone else in the game and I am sure they all agree. I hope that without this game in the back of my head, the stress of "worrying about a nomination" or whatever will be gone and I can focus on getting my health back in check.

I'd like everyone else in the game to know that I do apologize for this and this isn't a plea for attention. You are all great people and I hope to remain friends with you once the game concludes.



Sent by lexeyjane,Nov 17, 2018
i hope everything is going well for u<3 love you
Sent by ItsAlexia,Nov 17, 2018
Sent by Kelly0412,Nov 17, 2018
I hope things get better for you <3
Sent by GoodKaren,Nov 17, 2018
Sent by FighterMan,Nov 17, 2018
Hate seeing you go like this Joe, but mental health is more important than a game. Love ya bud!
Sent by M_Davis1998,Nov 17, 2018
<3 Personal life and a healthy mind is more important than an online game, even if it is a great one.
Sent by Macda27,Nov 17, 2018
Sent by CrimsonEnnui,Nov 17, 2018
This is so sad, you was one of my favorites in that cast, so funny, i laught so many times with your hilarious phrases, well dude, i hope you get better, wish you the best things!
Sent by Kuririn,Nov 17, 2018
Your mental health comes before anything.
Sent by CutieAmy,Nov 18, 2018
It was a pleasure to have you in our game, Joe. You definitely made the right decision, I hope things will get better, take care of yourself!
Sent by TJ2807,Nov 18, 2018
king of focusing on what really matters
Sent by Zuelke,Nov 18, 2018
Sent by bigdizzleyomama,Nov 18, 2018
Mental health issues come before a game. We love you and will always be there for you. ❤️❤️
Sent by RainbowKing,Nov 18, 2018
Sent by rabbaj,Nov 18, 2018
SAD can be a bitch, mental health is what's most important! good on you for putting yourself first. feel better soon - the winter is difficult for me too <3 here for you
Sent by PureEssence,Nov 18, 2018

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